Xmas eve 07 [Believe]

it's been a long long time since my last post...
sorry for those frens tat concern bout me...
yaya... frankly...
sth happen to me tat i really too busy till i dun blog

but here i'm bek again... hehe :P
it's Xmas eve....
i jz finished watching polar express...
which is an old movie actually...
but i dun really concentrate on watching it last time..
so i watch it all over again...

i feel touched....
n to my surprise....
it's actually dedicated to Michael Jeter....
which i went to check on his biography in wikipedia jz nw...
hehe :P

i fall in luv with d songs of tis movie....
it calms dwn my emotions.... my tensions..
i hope children nvr gv up on hope....
no matter it's Xmas hope or any hopes in life... =)
hohoho... Merry Xmas!!!!

Jon McLaughlin ~ so close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Carrie Underwood ~ ever ever after...

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after

The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

rainy days...

it's been raining almost everyday....
cooling weather... comfy breeze....
tempting bed :p

thursday, i went LCCT to meet papa mama....
i hv to admit tat... i really miss them...
although.... when i reach there... i got sum different looking from the eyes of my dad's customers...
bet tat they mz be thinking i'm there to get some pocket money from my parents...
nyway... i dun care....
i jz hope to c them
=)

after sending them off....
i guess it's bcz tat i got drenched by rain.... n so ... i got sick...
or i shud say... not consider as sick...
mayb bcz tat i dun really hv a gud rest too...
so everything cramps together .... so... jz a lil bit of not feeling well here n there :P
hehehe

so i get a gud nite sleep when i bek cyber....
but who wud ever thot tat.... i got such a nitemare...
which made me cried all nite long while i was sleeping + dreaming
i dreamt tat papa was in a tragedy....
oh dear....
i hate it.....
especially it happened in my dream on d nite tat i sent them off to bangkok...
luckliy everything is jz a dream.....
but still.... i dun feel any calmness yet....

yest.... i cudnt fall aslp...
bet i got terrified oso... or mayb bcz i slp too much...
i dunno :P
n so i watched hearty paws... a movie tat my sis recommended n ask me to find for her...
tears rolled dwn my cheeks when i was watching d movie...
as if i can feel d pain of hearty(doggy), n oso d luv of the three (hearty, chan, soi).

i watched d movie till around 4am....
then finally i lie on my bed to make another trial to enter my dreamland...
but suddenly... popo came into my thoughts...
miss her so much....
all the pictures of her n oso d moments we shared came into my brain ...
vividly....

are all these d side effects of rainy days?? or .....
i'm jz too tired n heaty.... so i got all those thoughts.... all came to me all of da sudden...
i wonder....

想念

想念

詞:相如
曲:Anthony Wen

如果我們沒有遇見
現在就會快樂一點
我看不見 妳的雙眼
心就快破碎不全

自己坐在空蕩房間
想著全是你的笑臉
我分不清 是苦是甜
要多久才會厭倦

時間沒有帶走給我的一切
今天似乎特別明顯
想你在我身邊 親吻我的臉
在孤獨的夜

眼淚提醒我對自己好一點
就算需要很多勇氣
我會試著學習 我會繼續努力
把你放心底 不再去想你

Hey Wake Up

yesterday before i sleep....
i checked my mail box....
my yahoo mail box had alwz been neglected by me....
thousands of mails fwded by my frens, cousins, sisters...
but i dunno y yest.... i clicked onto one of d thousands mails....
d title is "Hey Wake Up"
these are what written in it....
it's really touching...

Who said only human know what is love

(some human don't even know what is love)

Yes, animals are more deluded because of their capacity of their physical body, but
occasionally some of them might be able show us the love that we have forgotten on our 'busy road'. Just like this story.

this is real touching...

Hey, wake up! wake up!

A dog was knocked down by a car and died on the middle of the road. Later, another dog is seen beside the corpse of the dog, he tried to wake his friend up using his leg.

Let's move to the safer side of the road...i will move you to the safer side!

When his attempts to wake his friend failed, he tried to push his friend to the side of the road. But the weight of his friend was proven too heavy for him.

Anyone help, tell me what to do.
Though the traffic is busy and dangerous, he just will not go away from his friend. Just stand beside his friend howling and crying.

A lot of people saw this incident and feel very touched. How even a dog can show his loyalty and love to his friend.

~~ even dogs hv tis human nature...what about us as human?? shame on u for those ppl tat nvr appreciate their love ones.....

3am

it's ored 3am...
i jz bek from yumcha with kok eng n alex...
with d table lamp on.... i try my best to read as much as i can....

yesterday was d YCS gathering again... since it's thursday nite...
tis time we went to SK..... d place where we can hv our milo gaogao...
quite a number of ppl there...
23 of them...
not all from orientation camp....
sum from CNYE camp.....
nyway.... as long as everyone happy.. then tat's good enuf ad...

we came bek around 3am oso....
was wondering ... will i be able to wake up for my 9am class...
ahhaha... surprisingly... yes.... i did attend Dr Khine's tutorial...
hehe:P

then.... cm bek home after class....
sleep till 3pm :P
force myself to wake up for d tennis class...
haiz.... >< hw i wish it rains..
nyway.... tigong jz wont allowed it to happen....
i did my two tests today...
one is d umpiring....
another is d running....
whew..... it's so tiring.... but at least i overcome it ad.. :P

then when i'm bek home...
ored around 9pm++
rushed to alamanda maxis centre...
thx JJ & david.... thx for waiting.....
finally i got a new number for mama... so tat i can use her 019...
hate ytm....

tml gonna go to tomato's hse to reformat my laptop...
hope everything goes smoothly la...
jiayou jiayou jiayou
i wana hv MAYA's spirit... :P