Merry Xmas 2007 (27th Dec 2007)

wow~~!!
cant blive it...
i got another Xmas celebration...
hahaha...
thx to john, irene.... n lots more...
making it possible yoh...
so nice....
it's BBQ nite... + exchanging prezzy + early New Year celebration...
fuyoh... geng le...
hahahhahha
claps claps for d organizing team.. :p thumbs up

we waited for kel mynn to finish her tkd class then only we head to d venue of d celebration.. which is wei jie's hse....
everybody was like so ganjiong bout d prezzy.... busy wrapping it in my living room...
hahaha... so cute la... :P
tat's gonna b a surprise lo... hehe

d first session of d party~~~~
theme??? IT'S ALL ABOUT FOOD TONIGHT!!! ROCK IT...

hahahahahaha

....fried meehoon....

..... d food before.....

..... d food after.....

.... tat's d ppl indoor....

.... tat's d ppl outdoor....

d 2nd session of d party....

theme?? DESPERATO....... aakakak

~~tat's hw they have their BBQ food~~

~~~ they do look intimate... hahaha ~~~

d third session of d party....
theme?? it's..... PHOTO SESSION.... ss-ing sia.. :P
just squeeze in n make urself comfortable... ahhaha



d 4th session of d party....
theme?? of cz... it's d present exchanging lo...
ganiiong man....
hahaha
i got no. 1....

.... d two gals tat insisted not to open d prezzy.... LOLZ....

.... 4 gals in d hse ....

so paiseh tat we left earlier....
cz i vr tired ad....
sorry ya...
but normally my thursday nite will be occupied by YCS....
it's kinda nice oso once in a while.... hv such BBQ nite....
really glad tat i'm invited...
thx a lot ya....
jiayou jiayou in everything... ;)

Merry Xmas 2007 (24th,25th Dec 07)

oopsy.... a very very late entry about hw i spend my Xmas....
nyway.... it's better to be late than nvr...
hahaha.. jz sum way of consoling myself..
sorry bout my frens tat keep on asking me to post up sum of d pics n details bout me during Xmas...
kla... kla... there u go..
hahahha :P

Xmas plan???
hmm.... can b consider as planned or no plan at all..
we did plan to go to genting.... ya... precisely... GENTING HIGHLAND..~~~!!!
then?? we nvr book any room for d nite...
oh ya... who are the we??
" me, crystal (wei jie's cousin), wei jie, kok eng, alex"


early in d morning, all of us woke up from slp to do d semester-ly course registration...
aikz.... another laggy stupiak mmu server....
can u imagine... i can actually "sambil goreng meehoon, sambil register"
hahaha.... geng le... :P
then... prepare session 2 breakfast for d ppl goin to genting.. :P hahaha

around 11sth am~~
we start our Xmas journey to Genting loh~~~
go go go~~~~
thru out d journey....
frankly speaking... i got no idea hw to travel to Genting by public transport..
as i alwz jz go there by dad's tour..
hehe... noob noob sia...
so i jz keep on following nia.. :P

when we reach KL sentral... we had ice cream.... then sum snacks...
n i met Qreez there.... so nice to meet fren... hahhaa...
then i kena shoot again for meeting frens coincidently... aikz
n so... i made a bet with kok eng tat
"if i meet fren at genting which i dun realy blive i will meet any.... he will get d authority to shoot me for meeting frens alwz or all KL ppl are my frens as many times as he wants to.."
n then... d bet begins.....

we took d bus from KL sentral to Genting at 130pm... (i think so :P)
then... thru out d journey... i was playing "kiddy-style game" of pocker cards with kok eng...
n it really a nice game to spend time...
kelian alex... his face damn pucat... hahaha....
he got motion sickness =.= doh'

cable car Q-ing....
long long long Q it is.....
luckily we had sum snacks b4 we went for d cable car...
n then... up up up... we go....

silent!!! i kill u @@

n who noes... i really met one of my old fren in mlc campus at genting...
n so i lost to d bet....
stupiak kok eng.... so happy bout it....
esp when we saw yew chung n d gal....
hahaha... he lagi high :p

COUNTDWN!!
5 ~ 4 ~ 3 ~ 2 ~ 1 .... MERRY XMAS@@@

i luv d live band at genting...
it rocks....
everyone so high.... or i shud say i damn high tat nite...
esp when tat live band sing chinese songs....

wah!!!!!! luv it to d max.....d group photo after d crazy countdwn session =.=

with crystal & d snowman...

we stayed at there till 2am+ nia....
then headed to d lobby try to get sum rest after went for d yumcha...
no room to stay... yeng le...
first time ever in my life..
hahaha... but it's cool la...
cz not sked oso ... got frens together mah ....
** had a nice phone call chat with d "bachelor's club"**
haha... wink wink
n i jz keep on thinking of my McD breakfast nia... hahahhaa
so bad.. :P

around 5am...
i cant tahan ad..... it's so cold....
freezingly cold....
i jio wei jie to go for a jog in d corridor...
hahaha.... crazy me... jog around in d corridors....
then 5sth am.... went for my dearest McD breakfast...
yeeppppeee...
finally i get to eat it...
yeah~~!!! next??? sure la.... THEMEPARK.!!!~~@@
HAHAHHAHA
MY FAVOURITE@@@

but alex n crystal dun wana join us...
so only three of us went to d themepark....
syiok nyer...

sum of d crazy moments we spent at d theme park... haha

stupiak..."i was forced to do so.. " haha.. let's guess who's d one who said tis??

haha =P
wish to had another visit to themepark again...
** kelian wei jie n kok eng.... thx for playing with me yah... "
then after d play....
head to cyber lo....
haiz...
so sad...
still we hv to face d reality...
hahhaa

nyway...
HOHOHO... MERRY XMAS 2007

i enjoy mine... i hope u enjoy urs too ;)

Xmas eve 07 [Believe]

it's been a long long time since my last post...
sorry for those frens tat concern bout me...
yaya... frankly...
sth happen to me tat i really too busy till i dun blog

but here i'm bek again... hehe :P
it's Xmas eve....
i jz finished watching polar express...
which is an old movie actually...
but i dun really concentrate on watching it last time..
so i watch it all over again...

i feel touched....
n to my surprise....
it's actually dedicated to Michael Jeter....
which i went to check on his biography in wikipedia jz nw...
hehe :P

i fall in luv with d songs of tis movie....
it calms dwn my emotions.... my tensions..
i hope children nvr gv up on hope....
no matter it's Xmas hope or any hopes in life... =)
hohoho... Merry Xmas!!!!

Jon McLaughlin ~ so close

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Carrie Underwood ~ ever ever after...

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after

The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

rainy days...

it's been raining almost everyday....
cooling weather... comfy breeze....
tempting bed :p

thursday, i went LCCT to meet papa mama....
i hv to admit tat... i really miss them...
although.... when i reach there... i got sum different looking from the eyes of my dad's customers...
bet tat they mz be thinking i'm there to get some pocket money from my parents...
nyway... i dun care....
i jz hope to c them
=)

after sending them off....
i guess it's bcz tat i got drenched by rain.... n so ... i got sick...
or i shud say... not consider as sick...
mayb bcz tat i dun really hv a gud rest too...
so everything cramps together .... so... jz a lil bit of not feeling well here n there :P
hehehe

so i get a gud nite sleep when i bek cyber....
but who wud ever thot tat.... i got such a nitemare...
which made me cried all nite long while i was sleeping + dreaming
i dreamt tat papa was in a tragedy....
oh dear....
i hate it.....
especially it happened in my dream on d nite tat i sent them off to bangkok...
luckliy everything is jz a dream.....
but still.... i dun feel any calmness yet....

yest.... i cudnt fall aslp...
bet i got terrified oso... or mayb bcz i slp too much...
i dunno :P
n so i watched hearty paws... a movie tat my sis recommended n ask me to find for her...
tears rolled dwn my cheeks when i was watching d movie...
as if i can feel d pain of hearty(doggy), n oso d luv of the three (hearty, chan, soi).

i watched d movie till around 4am....
then finally i lie on my bed to make another trial to enter my dreamland...
but suddenly... popo came into my thoughts...
miss her so much....
all the pictures of her n oso d moments we shared came into my brain ...
vividly....

are all these d side effects of rainy days?? or .....
i'm jz too tired n heaty.... so i got all those thoughts.... all came to me all of da sudden...
i wonder....

想念

想念

詞:相如
曲:Anthony Wen

如果我們沒有遇見
現在就會快樂一點
我看不見 妳的雙眼
心就快破碎不全

自己坐在空蕩房間
想著全是你的笑臉
我分不清 是苦是甜
要多久才會厭倦

時間沒有帶走給我的一切
今天似乎特別明顯
想你在我身邊 親吻我的臉
在孤獨的夜

眼淚提醒我對自己好一點
就算需要很多勇氣
我會試著學習 我會繼續努力
把你放心底 不再去想你

Hey Wake Up

yesterday before i sleep....
i checked my mail box....
my yahoo mail box had alwz been neglected by me....
thousands of mails fwded by my frens, cousins, sisters...
but i dunno y yest.... i clicked onto one of d thousands mails....
d title is "Hey Wake Up"
these are what written in it....
it's really touching...

Who said only human know what is love

(some human don't even know what is love)

Yes, animals are more deluded because of their capacity of their physical body, but
occasionally some of them might be able show us the love that we have forgotten on our 'busy road'. Just like this story.

this is real touching...

Hey, wake up! wake up!

A dog was knocked down by a car and died on the middle of the road. Later, another dog is seen beside the corpse of the dog, he tried to wake his friend up using his leg.

Let's move to the safer side of the road...i will move you to the safer side!

When his attempts to wake his friend failed, he tried to push his friend to the side of the road. But the weight of his friend was proven too heavy for him.

Anyone help, tell me what to do.
Though the traffic is busy and dangerous, he just will not go away from his friend. Just stand beside his friend howling and crying.

A lot of people saw this incident and feel very touched. How even a dog can show his loyalty and love to his friend.

~~ even dogs hv tis human nature...what about us as human?? shame on u for those ppl tat nvr appreciate their love ones.....

3am

it's ored 3am...
i jz bek from yumcha with kok eng n alex...
with d table lamp on.... i try my best to read as much as i can....

yesterday was d YCS gathering again... since it's thursday nite...
tis time we went to SK..... d place where we can hv our milo gaogao...
quite a number of ppl there...
23 of them...
not all from orientation camp....
sum from CNYE camp.....
nyway.... as long as everyone happy.. then tat's good enuf ad...

we came bek around 3am oso....
was wondering ... will i be able to wake up for my 9am class...
ahhaha... surprisingly... yes.... i did attend Dr Khine's tutorial...
hehe:P

then.... cm bek home after class....
sleep till 3pm :P
force myself to wake up for d tennis class...
haiz.... >< hw i wish it rains..
nyway.... tigong jz wont allowed it to happen....
i did my two tests today...
one is d umpiring....
another is d running....
whew..... it's so tiring.... but at least i overcome it ad.. :P

then when i'm bek home...
ored around 9pm++
rushed to alamanda maxis centre...
thx JJ & david.... thx for waiting.....
finally i got a new number for mama... so tat i can use her 019...
hate ytm....

tml gonna go to tomato's hse to reformat my laptop...
hope everything goes smoothly la...
jiayou jiayou jiayou
i wana hv MAYA's spirit... :P

d weekend

i went for cnye camp on saturday morning...
being one of d members of d logistic team...
i was being assigned to look after of all d cai wu...
thus... i gotta do d application procedures...
then check d cai wu, do d marking list...
n make sure tat all d stuffs reach morib camp...

although i hv zero experience in being a cnye member...
yet.. i joined tis camp just to hope tat i can gain sth diff from tis camp...
besides, it's been a while tat i dint join any activity...
however, it's kinda tough for me...
as monday we hv one midterm paper... n in d afternoon there's one lab session...
n wednesday we hv one submission for d assignment...

still... i choose to join d camp....
with open minded n open heart....

tis is d first time i'm officially a member in logistic division...
tis is d first time i join as cnye camp committee..
tis is d first time i go to morib...
tis is d first time being a cameraman...
tis is d first time as the first aid kit person in charge...
tis is d first time as a translator...
tis is d first time stay awake for whole nite chatting with campers... (really happy to noe u all)
tis is d first time got bitten by so many sandflies...

lots of first time....
no regrets of joining camp...
though today... i really dunno hw to do d paper...
cz not enuf of preparation....
sad... of cz will still hv tat feeeling...
cz i really feel tat tat is a vr easy paper...
but wat to do..... let bygones be bygones...
i'm just gonna strive harder for my final paper n assignment
tat's wat i promise to myself... :)

exhausted....
sunburnt....
headache....
homesick....
messy lifestyle...
sick...

i'll cure it one by one.... with my own spirit....
jiayou!!!!

tired

jz bek from shabu shabu then pool at oldtwn....
tiring day.. but enjoying indeed...
it's d first outing with alex(bday boy), natasha(new fren), wei jie, kok eng, kok boon, eng heng, jimmy, ah foo...
thx for inviting me yo.. =)

we ate a lot... really alot...
seems like ored eat till tml dinner as well..the photo above is jz 1 or 2 percent of wat we ate..... hahahha
kinda too kong bu ya... :P

nice chit chat with natasha... a cute gal tat really good in social... =)
then laugh n play all d while till bek...
tis photos is d photo of d guys....
wei jie not wearing black shirt... :P
too bad....

n who noes... so ngam... i'm wearing black...
so tis is d "man in black"
hahaha :P
n tis.... is taken with natasha... :P

n nw?? gotta face d reality...
study study.. study...
haiz... :P
but anyway..... play so hard ad ....
it's time to do sth oso la.. hehe
jiayou oh....

still got more photos coming up....
hope to upload it soon la..

another day...

tml is another day...
another day for 9am class...
aiks.. ><
these two days...
wat hv i done?
hahaha..... drama drama n drama...
tidied my room n changed d fengshui in d room:P hehe

heard from yan yan today tat he gonna go to spore tml...
hope for d best to him lo... hehe
guess he'll stay at wendy's place gua...

tis week gonna be a tough one again..
tennis, KLS, study... assignment >< ... aiks
jiayou jiayou oh..... !!
i miss u all in mlc...

together for a better life.... jiayou

d wake

To my dearest popo

although it's ored a past....
but i jz hope to take tis time...
which finally i get to hv d time sit dwn n write a blog entry to reminisce my dearest popo....
after 2nd sem starts, i've longed to write tis...
nth to stop me nw.... n i jz gonna write it dwn...

31st October, as usual....
i went visit popo with mum.... around 8pm....
i went strait to d dining room as d adults (gong gong, 2nd aunt, kim) were all there having dinner..
after greeting them, i went into popo's room to c hw's her condition...
nth change, she's stil sleeping soundly after had her medicine...
then bek to d living room, i on d tv n watch d show...

since d nxt morning, i'll be following papa bek to cyber,
i contacted my fren to go for sum drink at nite...
it's still under planning... n so i told my fren tat i can only out b4 10pm as i wish to stay for longer time at nite at popo's hse.... cz i had sum bad feeling tat if i bek cyber... mayb i will no longer c her again....
n so.. at roughly 9pm... my fren sms me to go yumcha...
i bid goodbye to d adults... n informed mum tat i'll be bek at 10pm....
n so i drove to d place tat we agreed to meet....
coincidently, my fren's "brother"'s car broke dwn at sumwhere... sumhw he had to help out... n so we called off tat yumcha session....
n i bek to popo's hse...

when i reach popo's hse... they were watching tv at d living room...
so i joined them.....
around... 10.30pm.. as usual.. uncle ah hock came n pay visit...
he went into d room with his wife... again... tears filled their eyes...
then we had chit chat session at d dining room....

in d mid of chatting... i heard kim said "o lang come!!" which means my dad came...
i went to outside to greet him... n obviously his face... indicates... he jz bek from drinking with his frens or customers... :P
then he went into popo's room... which was really a rare case...
cz dad oso had sum phobia.... he cudnt slp at nite after looking ppl suffering...
but i bet... he mz be vr sanfu oso...
cz he sked tat bad things happen again like wat happened last time tat he cudnt send his own elder bro d last journey....

then followed by mama, uncle ah hock n his wife, then 2nd auntie and me...
we went into d room try to ask her who she waiting for actually....
n oso sum "good words" which i dunno hw to explain here...
nyway.... the scene frightened me.....
cz everybody was crying.... including me...
d scene let me had sum bad feeling.... is it really tat d deathmaster gonna take her away....
although mum alwz ask me to be prepared.... cz she noes tat i'm kinda sentimental...
but still.... haiz....

d "good word" session last for a vr long time.... which d details will alwz b in my heart...
then... d storm came.... storming nite.....
rough wind.... heavy rain.......
we tried to stay as long as we can...
but d next morning dad still hv to travel to kl..... so we bek home at around 1+am...
by tat time, uncle ah hock n his wife stil not leaving...

reached home.....
i still dun feel calm.... terrified... sked....
dunno hw to explain tat feeling....
then mum n dad went upstairs n slp...
i was sitting dwnstars packing my stuffs....
when i jz start d packing..... phone rang!!
goodness..... i hate phone rings.....
i picked up d phone asap....
n all i cud hear was " si jie.... ni men hai shi kuai dian hui lai mother jia...."
which translated into english is.... "4th sis, you all better bek mother's hse asap..."
tis was a call from my uncle's wife...

i hung up d phone.... i took d car key....
n i shouted "i'm prepared.... i'll drive... "
i knew tat tis had gonna be a long nite........
n i dun think tat my parents gonna b alrite emotionally....
so i tried to do watever tat i can....

it was still raining at tat time....
uncle ah hock n his wife, 2nd aunt were in popo's room....
popo was awake....
i kneeled dwn, hold her swollen left hand.... i tried to call popo..... but i dunno she cud hear me or not...
then i stepped bek to let d adults settle.....
finally, popo said it out......
which means.... she oso knew tat she dun really had time.....

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all in my mind....
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530am...
i bek to my own hse with my dad....
cz he still had to travel to kl to work....
n he had not enuf slp...
though i decided not to bek to cyber... but i still nid to go with him....
at least there's sum1 chit chat wit him on d journey...

i asked dad to go n hv a short nap...
n i'll wake him up at 7am....
in order to stay awake...
i went n had a cold water bath....
i on d tv.... n sms my fren.... ( thx)

at 630am.... i was predicting d bad thing.... to make myself hv mentally preparation...
phone rang...
635am....... popo left us.....
i heard from d other side of d phone.... it's mum....
she mz b heart breaking....
yet staying so calm to deliver tis msg to me....
popo.... RIP

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sum of my frens are surprise to noe tat.....
my popo actually is my maternal grandma......
ya.... she was my maternal grandma.... a great lady....
during d wake of 4 days..... uncles n aunties told me about popo's past life....
hw hard she strive to earn money in order to send her children for education purposes....
wat a sociable lady she is... had so many frens.... in all races...
n then..... wat a nice grandma she is to us....
thx for everything... popo....
u let me noe bout d power of living.... hw u wish u cud b with us for longer period...
but... dun b sked... dun be sked.....
u'll alwz be in our hearts.....
my beloved popo....

14th nov 2007

today is d 14th....
shud say... i ored get over d feeling of down... or shud i say not??
i dunno....
it jz cm bek to me abruptly when i saw d shout out at wendy's frenster,
"rest in peace grandma.."

too many things happen....
n i think is bcz i'm too weak....
so i cudnt let go n get over it....

smiling face at least still stick with me everytime i go to campus...
however... whenever it's at nite....
d feeling of dunno wat's next...
d pictures of wat happen on tat nite... jz cudnt get rid from my mind....
i guess.... i still cudnt adapt d life of losing her...

i'm lost....
exactly....
but deep in my heart i noe.....
i shud stand strong...
n i will.... it jz......
takes a longer time to heal tis scar....
altho it will nvr b able to amend anything....
at least.... it will ease n lead me to a better life....

n tis is wat i can only blive in.....
jiayou...

nvr explain urself to anyone

was glancing thru my msn list jz nw....
these few days were not so good for me...
cz jz cudnt let go...
bad memories jz keep on pestering me....
n this status msg in my fren's msn.... caught my attention....

"nvr explain urself to anyone... bcoz the ppl who likes u doesn't nid it... & the ppl dislikes u wont blive it"

it is so true.....
which makes me feel at least better than previous days...
thx to d person tat create tis quote :D

ah gong's bday <28/11/2007>

thru out my 20 years life... tis is d first time i celeb my ah gong's bday...
and it's d first time i take pic with my ah gong..
dun ask me y... cz it's jz too long story to be explained... :P
anyway... being able to live till 84 years old... it's really vr vr good....
n being d granddaughter... of cz when parents said we were invited to attend d bday celebration... without hesitating... i went for d celebration and represented my siblings..

of cz.... i wont gv up d chance to take pics with other uncles n aunties too...
actually... it's kinda ironic feelings when attend d celebration..
as popo was suffering at home ... n of cz d sad feelings bout popo is still there...
yet i hv to show d happy face here cz it's sth to be happy with....
i can only say tat.... life is unpredictable.....

the picture aboved is those cousins tat present...
kinda kelam kabut tat nite... cz they all shy shy...
haha.. :P
but anyway....
thx to xing jie for helping us to take pics... n send d pics to me...
appreciate it lots... take k

CH3 6M gathering on raya

years after years.... things change... looks change.... but frenship nvr change....
it's again d primary schoolmates gathering...
tis time.. organised by boon peng.... on raya holiday =D
glad to c u all again

n tis is d group photo... hehe....
mayb we shud take out our own photo during CH3 to c hw fast time flies ya... :P
take k all my frens

finally... the family pic of C1-0-11

name them if u noe my hsemates... :P hehe
too bad... no prezzy... haha

thx ya

forever in our hearts

bye bye po po....
although i noe it's a relief for u as there's no longer suffering...
yet i still feel d pain of losing u....
thx for all d deeds tat u have done...
thx for d care n luv tat u showered to us as ur grandchildren...
thx for taking care of us whenever i fall sick...
thx for guiding us since we were kids...
hope u will be fine up there...
taking care of us, luv us altho we can nvr c u again.....
luv u... my dearest po po