~ Quicksand ~

At him, she stares…
D broadest smile on his face tat she nvr see b4 since they met…
N nw she noes… she’ll nvr b d one…
D one he wants…

Blood dripping from her shattered heart…
Tears flowing dwn from her rosy cheeks…
Nth she can do…
Except accepting d fact where she’ll nvr b d one…
D one she wants to be…

All d hard work she made to stand up all over again from d fall is just like worthless..
As she can nvr b able to share it with him….
D one she cares most….
Since d tragedy happened…

Waiting silently…
Crying quietly…
Hiding perfectly all d luv she wana gv….
But hw she gonna overcome all tis when he’s not hers…
Nvr hers…

Everything seems like meaningless to her nw…
Even breathing d air is like d hardest thing for her to do…
Looking at his name appearing on handphone has become d cruelest thing for her…
As she doesn’t noe what she shud react..
Everything seems like relating to him…
A single thought no matter how …will still let her links to him…
N tat’s where she burst down….

He conquers her world…
Her life…
Her thoughts…
Her everything…

A silent night…. Would no longer b silent anymore…
As d crying in d heart will still be roaring around herself…
“hw m I going to heal tis shattered heart?
Hw m I going to live life thru?
Looking at him but nvr be with him? “ she thought..
She’ll 4eva b d bridesmaid but nvr d bride…

Accepting d truth has alwz been d cruelest thing…
Overcoming obstacles in life is alwz so hard…
But all these r time consuming…

Without knowing anything…
D silly guy kept on searching for tis gal…
As tis gal decided to hide…
To evaporate from his life…
But she fails to do so…
As we can nvr escape from fate…

Fate brought them to get to noe each other…
Fate brought them thru lives…
N tat’s wat life is…
Alwz so unpredictable…

However…
She knew..
There’s sth tat she has to do…
Which is stepping out from his life…
N b bek herself again…
D gal tat nvr rely on him…
N slowly… she will… n so she believes…

D gal tat had been hurt for her previous luv…
Finally she manage to get to noe another new life with tis guy…
Tat where she at last find out wat she wants…
Somehow…she has been fooled..
Somehow… she Has been injured again…

Reminisces d moments….
Each n every single piece of d memory they hv went thru…
Hw nice…
Hw sweet…

Remember when, the time when they never needed each other…
Till they are tied together…
The best frens of
like brother n sister…
tat they understood they’ll nvr b alone…
as they made each other so different from the crowd…

but those days has gone…
n she wanted so much…
yet don’t know hw to say tis out…
tat she needed him so much…
n she nvr meant to feel tis way…
it’s all out of expectation…

but what can she do??

Everything has changed,
How she gonna make all tis right?

It’s just like quicksand…
The more she struggles..
The deeper she sinks into it…
N so… she noes..

she has fallen in luv wit him at tis time…