my dear timbo...

this is a blog specially written for timbo... hehe... an adorable golden retrieval which is my eldest sister's puppy... miss her so much.. n so.. these r all about her... kekeke...

name : timbo
D.O.B. : 25th august 2005
owner : my family..
location : singapore..

favourite food : kraft cheese

favourite song : madagascar

favourite time : when her papa mama at home

undeniable... i dote her a lot... even my brother-in-law say tat i'm insane as i can play with her, take photos with her, even talk to her whole day.. i dun feel tired doing all those things... as ... she has the innocent look tat makes ppl care bout her... haha.. i'm crazy.. hehe

she's a frenly puppy.. hmm.. mayb bcz of her breed.. this breed is frenly in nature.. they rarely bark n hurt human.. n so.. it's good n harmless for children.. anyway.. sumtimes it's bcz of the size of it.. ppl might think tat they r fierce.. but they r nt...

however... timbo is a timid one.. whenever we bring her to botanical garden.. those foreigner would love to play wit her but she tends to get frighten by them.. it mayb bcz of her young age...as she's still a puppy at tat time..

this is the photo taken on my sister's birthday...

i've to admit tat she's quite a lazy one.. haha... she'll gv up easily in

playing games.. as she's not tat patient.. wahaha...

she's a water dog... she can swim well... even faster than us.. haha....so embarassing.. haha...

anyway.. she gets tired easily or.. i shud put it this way.. she's lazy... n then she'll cling on u.. n let u pull her back to the beach... n tat makes us get all the scars on our back or other parts of our body... haih...

terrible sleeping pose...

these are all the photos tat i captured when i was staying at my sister's hse in spore during the semester break.. i was to take care of her.. n play wit her... n the whole afternoon.. she jz keep on sleeping n sleeping.. jz like human baby.. it's truth.. even timbo drop teeth too... jz like babies... she also sleeps a lot like babies.. cries when papa mama went out to work jz like little kids.. as they unbear to apart with the parents.. they nid care n love.. they nid accompaniment...

i like this photo very much.. as from this photo, it links me to many different points of view... different perception of thinking..

i feel tat she's waiting for her papa mama to cum bek.. looking out at the corridor.. waiting for them to gv her care n love... jz like those old folks.. waiting for their children to cum bek n visit them in the old folks home...

i was sitting bhind her when i took this photo.. trying to think of those other puppies tat being abandoned... those orphans tat being left by the parents.. n those old folks tat being rejected by the children...

i feel sad.. n so.. when my 2nd sister asked me tat day whether i would like to be a volunteer in taking care of the abandoned puppies in kl... i strait away said yes....

i miss timbo... n m wondering hw big she is nw.. haha.. as each time i see her.. she's growing in fast speed.. wahhaa.. timbo.. i miss u...

homesick..

i jz finished my drama presentation.. n feel a bit dwn...

hmm.. kind of homesick.. n kind of tired.. mayb it's bcz of the hectic week... pack with assignments.. tests... drama... dance.... n lots more... suddenly feel tat i'm not as strong as wat i thought... obstacles in life must b faced with the strong spirit.. the strong will in overcoming watever difficulties... mayb... i'm still not qualified..

i miss my family..

flapping thru my old diary.. i realised tat i do change.. my character.. my maturity in handling problems.. n i'm no longer the little girl... little girl of tan family.. thru the photos.. i can sense tat though i noe.. i noe tat each n everyone in my big family treat me as a little girl of theirs..

drops of tears flow dwn my cheeks as i reminisced my old days in jalan duku... the small terrace house where consists of all my childhood memories.. the good n bad ones.. the sweet n bitter ones.. the happy n sad ones... n the one tat we shared in gugong's hse too.. yea... all n all r priceless.. n it all vividly stay in my mind till my last breath...

wat bout the jalan masria? hmm... the place where happy occasions took place at.. the wedding.. the birthday parties.. the open house parties... n lots more... adventures? yea... the monkey visit ... n the burglary... n this is the place where i had my ex-schoolmates gathering... n oso the place where the preparation for my events were done...

home.... home sweet home... a place where i belong... a place where i care...

though there r arguments.. quarrels.. disagreements... till the end.. we r still loving each other.. caring each other... and tat's wat ppl say... family...

no matter wat happen.. we r still together... thru thick n thin..

Rules of The House...

if u sleep on it.. make it up...

if u wear it.. hang it up..

if u drop it... pick it up...

if u eat out of it... wash it...

if u spill it... wipe it out...

if u turn it on.. turn it off...

if u open it.. close it..

if u move it.. put it back...

if u break it.. repair it..

if u empty it... fil it up...

if it rings... answer it...

if it howls.. feed it...

if it cries... love it...

organic love..

Organic Love

How to withdraw from a relationship

Love is a crime

There are divorces, affairs & abandonment

Love is so impure

Whose kiss has marked the lips

Who can still be perfect like a newborn baby

Who could shed innocent tears

Where can I find pure love

You don’t get hurt by loving more

Let the love in your heart be like a seed of a flower

Blossoming naturally

Where can I find pure love

You don’t get hurt by loving more

Just pour out your love naturally without holding back

There’s nothing to say between ex-lovers

Every break-up brings more misery

They even kiss before saying goodbye

It’s a false pity

But it’s only an act of hypocrisy

Wandering in this world, getting caught in the circle of love and hate

Staying pure in spite of all these

Perhaps the notion is too simplistic

Where can I find pure love

You don’t get hurt by loving more

Let the love in your heart be like a seed of a flower

Blossoming gloriously

Where can I find pure love

It’s sweet & harmless to be in love

With a heart that’s pure like an innocent child

As I live, this shall be my longing

ideal lover..

Dressing up nicely, I looked at the watch anxiously

My heart was beating fast as the time approached

This is my first date with you

The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk

I’ve changed a new lipstick and set my hair

For you to see the goodness in me

I like the confidence you have when you walk

Your attentive look when you speak

Your gentle expression and your innocent smile

I believe I can never find a better person than you

How is your ideal lover in your heart? Will I be qualified?

I really wanna know what kind of girls can get your perfect marks

My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life

I wanna ask, my dear, when you prepare to enhance the relationship from friends to couple,

Can you please tell me your benchmark, so that I won’t wait in vain

I heard the sound of the footsteps of time

You nodded to me from the opposite street and walked towards me slowly

Everything was like a dream

paintball~~

wahaha... it's cool... it's fun.... n it's painful...

hehe... only for a while la...

then there'll be a mark there.. to prove tat u r a hero..!!! hehe...

it's yong kang n me.... shooting the bottles....

FOR THE TOURNAMENT...

hmm.... i join the tournament... though girls normally dont join those extreme sports but i enjoy joining it.. mayb i'm an exception gua... anyway... curiosity plays the role la.. cz i'm curious as never tried it b4.. so gv it a try... n i will hv no regrets in the future.... cz i noe how's the feel of playing paintball... wahaha....

this is one of my teammates... taken b4 we start our war.. one to one... hehe...

thru this game, i noe more frens...

n it's an opportunity for me to train my alertness n stamina.... it's a good sport...

n hopefully under the consultation n training by the two big brothers.. our team can successfully bcum the mmu team!!!! n get into the asean champiaonship... wakakaka.....