click~~

click click click...
a movie tat touches every1's heart... a movie tat surprise every1 in the end of its story..
who would ever expect tat it's actually jz a dream...
n who would expect tat.. a dream can actually be so meaningful to a guy..
a weird dream tat actually carries out so many important message..
so many important message tat one shud think of them...

in the begining of the movie...
frankly... i felt a bit bored...
cz dun really noe wat it wana brings out..
n when it's the scene where michael enter the department named "beyond"..
wow.. it's really beyond the imaginary...
great name... suitable one.. hehe..

n then only i slowly get attracted by the movie..
a "nth special" remote control... which named universal remote control..
can be so stylo... it really controls everything...
even the volume of the barking of a doggy.. cool..
n it can even hv different language.. jz like a translater...
n oso fast 4ward watever scene in ur life tat u get iritated or bored of...
wat a waste tat it is only possible to happen in tat movie.. haha..

however... isit really so nice to fast 4ward ur chapters of life??
for me.. i think it's jz taking it 4 granted...
it's jz a short cut to success..
mayb coz i love the process of doing things... even get iritated... i'll still conquer all of those process with my determination...
coz.. one might miss out some important stuffs if he or she take the short cut way in getting things done..
tat's my POV la..

family, love, work, life......
tis movie really picture out the life in our modern city nw..
ppl tends to forget wat is the purpose of their life..
though in the movie it's michael wana let his children n wife to hv better life..
but... has he ever thot of... wat the family wan actually?..
material stuffs? or love n care of a husband n papa..
ppl these days lack of companionship.. tat's wat i notice ..

even my sis's puppy, timbo, make me feel so too..
every morning, she'll bark softly to wake us up..
then trying to get our attention..
all she wants is jz a glance from u... or a "sayang" from u...
but... too bad... all bcoz of work... cannot be late..
they left her alone in tat hse.. all alone..
ppl might think tat i'm crazy...
but i'm feeling sad for her.. especially whenever i saw tat situation by myself when i'm in spore..
i'll hear the sobbing sound of her.. looking at her papamama(my sis n bro in law) leaving the hse..
even puppy will feel so... wat do u think for those children??
n try to link tis to those old folks..
it's kind of sad to find out tat children n old folks spend more time with their maid than their parents or children..

hmm.. tat day i jz found out tat my dad aged a lot...
looking at him... my heart hurts...
i felt tat i've such a long time dint look at his face... n tat makes me feel ashame..
ashame bcoz.. i dint spare enuf time with my parents..

sometimes.. slow dwn ur beat in ur life...
it wont waste much of ur time...
jz observe ur surrounding... ppl around u.. trees around u.. things around u...
u'll find out tat many things hv changed..
n u'll find tat u actually hv missed out lots of things...
get things done step by step...
dun detour to avoid "ma2 fan2"/ obstacles in ur life..
fast 4ward may not be the best way to settle the problem..
live out ur own life...
enjoy it


applause to "click"

gu gong

gu gong

11/9 - A date where ppl lose their love ones in tat tragedy.. so do i.. but not in tat tragedy... i lose my beloved gu gong..

gu gong.. a determine, strong, kind-hearted, caring ... husband of ma kim, father of three children, grandfather of five adorable kids, n i treat him as my grandfather too.. so do my sisters... my father?? he treats him as his father too..

still remember the handkerchief game in taman sentosa?? on tat garden, there's one man sitting on the round wooden chair.. playing wit three sisters: wendy, tina n karen, then the three sisters will listen to his story of handkerchief attentively; whenever u enter tat hse, u'll c a man welcoming u with a warm smile n ask u to hv a seat wit him..then he'll ask his dear n loving wife to prepare some drinks n food for u; in the evening, tending the garden especially the grass of the garden bcum his job; cats love him.. he will spare food for them....

this man is my dearest gu gong, the person tat i respect him as my grandpa, tat i respect him as being able to overcome the obstacles in his life, the person tat i respect him in facing the deathmaster...

still remember?? i told u tat i got highest marks in my class?? your smile pictured everything in your mind. the proud, the sactifaction, the happiness in ur heart... remember? wendy, tina n me love to listen to ur handkerchief story.. i miss those days.. the time we discussing about our school life, discussing my father's life, chit-chating....

gu gong.. u enter my dreamland for the second time... the first time, u look rather tired, sick; however, i'm glad to c u in my dream for this time as u look happy, healthier; i dunno wat it means..

it's been one year plus tat u've gone.. blinks.. i thot u were still here.. but u were not.. i miss u... n so do the others..

the blog tat i've written for u when u entered my dream for the 2nd time..

today~ the day where papa mama n other uncles n aunties prepare for ur death anniversary..
once again... u gather all of them together.. united..
i hv alwiz blived tat ur spirit is still here... forever wit us...
again...i'm sorry for not b able to attend..
i wish i could.. but i cant...

a simple stalk of lily...(tat wendy had helped me to buy it for u)
i wish it can represent my sincere, my gratitude, my miss towards u..
gugong.. i miss u

cyber life

fuyoh~~
surprisingly... it's ored the last day of midterm break..
still remember my days in malacca campus...
keep on imagining my life if i were to study in cyberjaya..
n dreams come true... it's real..
i've been studying in tis so call "desert", "forest", "gou3 bu4 la1 shi3, niao1 bu4 sheng1 dan4" for two months plus...

adapting new lifestyle is not as easy as wat i think...
sometimes.. obstacles make me weaker n weaker till i feel like giving up...
once again... sickness found me...
attack my throat, my voicebox,.. once again.. nightmare begins..
kind of frustrated.. but wat to do...
again n again... things happen.. not in the way i want...

wanting to let go.... let go of the stubborness, the stupidess..
karen~ stop it!! put an end on it.. it's enough...
let it be a lovable, sweetest memory of urs but not one tat will torture ur life..
especially ur beautiful campus life...
sometimes step a step bhind will let u c a clearer view, let u noe more than wat u expect....
things change...

gladful tat i've found another gang of frens tat i share my sweet n sour with...
gladful tat i've them to guide me thru my thick n thin...
the first time i make sandwiches for so many ppl....
though it's only two piece of bread sandwiched tuna n eggs, tat's wat i want to share with them...
my care, my love, my sincere... nevertheless.. my gratitude..
then

~~the steamboat day~~

have fun yea??..

hehe.. of course...
though living in different house... doesn't mean we cant hv fun together... :P

tis is the way... we live out our life~~

n nvr forget... the next day.... after the steamboat day..

thx to ying ying n kelmynn.... thx for the great dinner... =)

preparing my dinner b4 i go for my dj interview.. thx yea... muacks..

then~~ the first birthday celebration we held together...

for 886 er song song...

it's hard to gather every1... but we still be able to make it...

=) i really wish tat all of those tat present.. enjoy tat nite... esp the bday guy...

n thx for those tat help to buy the drinks, cake, present...

thx yea...

wat bout my "Active" life??

though i'm still tat active... jz like the "me" in malacca campus..

but seems like.. i've totally changed... in the sense of.. hmmm... wat i join...

i wonder y too.... wat i do nw totally different from wat i expect...

surprisingly... i'm in cls... the club tat i alwiz forbid myself from joining in when i'm in malacca..

but... i've to b very very proud to say tat...

in the deepest side of my heart..

there's one voice saying tat...

"u've chosen the rite path... u've did the rite thing... keep it up..."

undoubtedly, i did learnt many things tat i nvr learnt b4...

n tat amazed me too...

n so... i step into tat big family...

from the orientation camp-->till orientation nite-->then the previous training camp...

i gained a lot from those events... it can b said tat they conquer almost all my cyber life..

n nw i choose to gv the trust n love to it also... =)

my dj dream comes true...

i'm nw in the mandarin slot...

thx QQ, eric, zhe hao n other senior dj..

thx for the guidance.. n thx for the patience n encouragement as well..

n sorry for bringing alot of troubles.... if got any... hopefully none :P

hoping for the better....

i'll still strive hard... =) for a brighter future.. hehe

after months... tis is my first blog in cyberjaya....

tml will be convocation.. jz nw chat with seniors...

he said tat he's listening to permata dunia....

memories sliding thru his mind....

n the same thing happen to me when i try to imagine my convo day...

though still hv 4 years to go...

i've got a weird feeling tat i dunno hw to describe in words..

a mix feelings tat i nvr had...

though my memories might not be competable as the senior's...

but... it's owned by me..

the precious one tat will forever be in my mind till my last breath...

hereby... i wish all my seniors tat gonna graduate tml or sunday.....

all the best in the future undertakings...

jiayou...jiayou oh....

=)