Saturday, August 12, 2006

cyber life

fuyoh~~
surprisingly... it's ored the last day of midterm break..
still remember my days in malacca campus...
keep on imagining my life if i were to study in cyberjaya..
n dreams come true... it's real..
i've been studying in tis so call "desert", "forest", "gou3 bu4 la1 shi3, niao1 bu4 sheng1 dan4" for two months plus...

adapting new lifestyle is not as easy as wat i think...
sometimes.. obstacles make me weaker n weaker till i feel like giving up...
once again... sickness found me...
attack my throat, my voicebox,.. once again.. nightmare begins..
kind of frustrated.. but wat to do...
again n again... things happen.. not in the way i want...

wanting to let go.... let go of the stubborness, the stupidess..
karen~ stop it!! put an end on it.. it's enough...
let it be a lovable, sweetest memory of urs but not one tat will torture ur life..
especially ur beautiful campus life...
sometimes step a step bhind will let u c a clearer view, let u noe more than wat u expect....
things change...

gladful tat i've found another gang of frens tat i share my sweet n sour with...
gladful tat i've them to guide me thru my thick n thin...
the first time i make sandwiches for so many ppl....
though it's only two piece of bread sandwiched tuna n eggs, tat's wat i want to share with them...
my care, my love, my sincere... nevertheless.. my gratitude..
then



~~the steamboat day~~











have fun yea??..
hehe.. of course...
though living in different house... doesn't mean we cant hv fun together... :P
tis is the way... we live out our life~~
n nvr forget... the next day.... after the steamboat day..
thx to ying ying n kelmynn.... thx for the great dinner... =)
preparing my dinner b4 i go for my dj interview.. thx yea... muacks..
then~~ the first birthday celebration we held together...
for 886 er song song...
it's hard to gather every1... but we still be able to make it...
=) i really wish tat all of those tat present.. enjoy tat nite... esp the bday guy...
n thx for those tat help to buy the drinks, cake, present...
thx yea...
wat bout my "Active" life??
though i'm still tat active... jz like the "me" in malacca campus..
but seems like.. i've totally changed... in the sense of.. hmmm... wat i join...
i wonder y too.... wat i do nw totally different from wat i expect...
surprisingly... i'm in cls... the club tat i alwiz forbid myself from joining in when i'm in malacca..
but... i've to b very very proud to say tat...
in the deepest side of my heart..
there's one voice saying tat...
"u've chosen the rite path... u've did the rite thing... keep it up..."
undoubtedly, i did learnt many things tat i nvr learnt b4...
n tat amazed me too...
n so... i step into tat big family...
from the orientation camp-->till orientation nite-->then the previous training camp...
i gained a lot from those events... it can b said tat they conquer almost all my cyber life..
n nw i choose to gv the trust n love to it also... =)
my dj dream comes true...

i'm nw in the mandarin slot...
thx QQ, eric, zhe hao n other senior dj..
thx for the guidance.. n thx for the patience n encouragement as well..
n sorry for bringing alot of troubles.... if got any... hopefully none :P
hoping for the better....
i'll still strive hard... =) for a brighter future.. hehe
after months... tis is my first blog in cyberjaya....
tml will be convocation.. jz nw chat with seniors...
he said tat he's listening to permata dunia....
memories sliding thru his mind....
n the same thing happen to me when i try to imagine my convo day...
though still hv 4 years to go...
i've got a weird feeling tat i dunno hw to describe in words..
a mix feelings tat i nvr had...
though my memories might not be competable as the senior's...
but... it's owned by me..
the precious one tat will forever be in my mind till my last breath...
hereby... i wish all my seniors tat gonna graduate tml or sunday.....
all the best in the future undertakings...
jiayou...jiayou oh....
=)

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