gu gong

gu gong

11/9 - A date where ppl lose their love ones in tat tragedy.. so do i.. but not in tat tragedy... i lose my beloved gu gong..

gu gong.. a determine, strong, kind-hearted, caring ... husband of ma kim, father of three children, grandfather of five adorable kids, n i treat him as my grandfather too.. so do my sisters... my father?? he treats him as his father too..

still remember the handkerchief game in taman sentosa?? on tat garden, there's one man sitting on the round wooden chair.. playing wit three sisters: wendy, tina n karen, then the three sisters will listen to his story of handkerchief attentively; whenever u enter tat hse, u'll c a man welcoming u with a warm smile n ask u to hv a seat wit him..then he'll ask his dear n loving wife to prepare some drinks n food for u; in the evening, tending the garden especially the grass of the garden bcum his job; cats love him.. he will spare food for them....

this man is my dearest gu gong, the person tat i respect him as my grandpa, tat i respect him as being able to overcome the obstacles in his life, the person tat i respect him in facing the deathmaster...

still remember?? i told u tat i got highest marks in my class?? your smile pictured everything in your mind. the proud, the sactifaction, the happiness in ur heart... remember? wendy, tina n me love to listen to ur handkerchief story.. i miss those days.. the time we discussing about our school life, discussing my father's life, chit-chating....

gu gong.. u enter my dreamland for the second time... the first time, u look rather tired, sick; however, i'm glad to c u in my dream for this time as u look happy, healthier; i dunno wat it means..

it's been one year plus tat u've gone.. blinks.. i thot u were still here.. but u were not.. i miss u... n so do the others..

the blog tat i've written for u when u entered my dream for the 2nd time..

today~ the day where papa mama n other uncles n aunties prepare for ur death anniversary..
once again... u gather all of them together.. united..
i hv alwiz blived tat ur spirit is still here... forever wit us...
again...i'm sorry for not b able to attend..
i wish i could.. but i cant...

a simple stalk of lily...(tat wendy had helped me to buy it for u)
i wish it can represent my sincere, my gratitude, my miss towards u..
gugong.. i miss u