30th october 2007

i jz bek from popo's hse...
for d whole day... i dint go n visit...
cz these two days... i had bad dreams...
which i oso dunno y...
anyway... jz dun really sleep well..

went to popo's hse after fetched mama to her lessons..
to hv dinner... it's around 750pm tat time...
2nd auntie still at popo's hse...
i stood at d doorside... looking into d popo's room...
popo is resting on her bed...
although it's quite some footsteps away..
yet i can feel her pain...
n i cn see her jaw has slightly drop..
still d swollen stomach...

today, i dare not walk into d room n look at her...

i told d adults bout tis...
n they ask me not to go into d room if i dare not...
cz it's jz so scary to look at d person tat once so healthy talking to u... but nw... look totally different...

still... i get to imagine her look from d adults' description...
they told me hw d "liquid" drip out from her hand..
her neck has shrinked...
her jaw... her heep swollen....
oh dear... it's so torturing...