14th nov 2007

today is d 14th....
shud say... i ored get over d feeling of down... or shud i say not??
i dunno....
it jz cm bek to me abruptly when i saw d shout out at wendy's frenster,
"rest in peace grandma.."

too many things happen....
n i think is bcz i'm too weak....
so i cudnt let go n get over it....

smiling face at least still stick with me everytime i go to campus...
however... whenever it's at nite....
d feeling of dunno wat's next...
d pictures of wat happen on tat nite... jz cudnt get rid from my mind....
i guess.... i still cudnt adapt d life of losing her...

i'm lost....
exactly....
but deep in my heart i noe.....
i shud stand strong...
n i will.... it jz......
takes a longer time to heal tis scar....
altho it will nvr b able to amend anything....
at least.... it will ease n lead me to a better life....

n tis is wat i can only blive in.....
jiayou...