gain bek my colours of life

thx to all tat care for me....
at last....
got myself feel much better after all these kns days....
sorry for those tat i might hv lost my temper to....
dun mean it....
but i'm jz really too frustrated......
u may scold me kick me hit me.....
haha....
cz i really noe i'm bad for treating u all badly....

thursday nite shud b a happy nite for me.... as most of my frens noe.....
however... my mood was not as good as i thought... or mayb most of u all thought wat it shud b...
as i'm really cracking my lil brain to solve my problems.....
end up.....
i cudnt concentrate on my kickboxing training...
cudnt do well in everything...
cudnt even communicate well....
my bad....

truthfully...
i'm blessed to be able to b so active in all kinds of activities.....
n i'm thankful for tat.....
stil.... i'm glad to noe all d new frens tat i got to noe in kickboxing....
although it's goin to be d last session soon.....
it's really a place for me to release out my stress....
n to get fit... hehe :P finger crossed...

thx to shifu for helping me in solving my problem....
i owe u one meal ya... i rmb tat... :P
hehe... paiseh for troubling u

thx to eemay... bringing me to gym
haha..
n i'm really sorry tat i cudnt make myself wake up early on d next day...
hope we wil be able to hv another session soon...
cz it's really nice to sweat a lot ...
hehe... enjoy d smelly me.. :P
hahahaha

to my dearest YCS members...
sorry for not paying much attention to u all these days....
cz i'm kinda lost....
hope tat u all will b united by urselves...
do b strong ya.....
luv u all so much...

last but not least....
my dearest family members....
mum n dad ar......
dun worry bout me....
i'm stil d strong gal of u all....
jz nid sum time to gather bek my might.... to fight...
hehe.....
dumbo n kah fook...
thx for all d help....
appreciate it lots...

i think i m ready to face all d upcoming obstacles....
i think... :P
hehe.... anyway.... i can nvr avoid myself from facing them....
mind as well... take it easily....
dun let d trouble troubles me....
:) n there's a reason bhind everything....
so watever arises.... i think i stil hv d guts to say.. "i'm d best" at least to myself.. :P

dump dump dump
haha
dump away all other thoughts...
it's time to pia lo....
karen karen~~~
jiayou oh... :)
thx

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