d frenship tat last... and stil counting

i cudnt wait to update tis entry....
despite d terrible dial up connection tat i hv in Muar hse....
i decided to gv it a try....
publishing tis post.....
luck was on my side..... :)
tee-hee

i'm currently in muar....
i went for yumcha jz nw with my ex-primary-classmates..
altho lots of invitation have been sent out....
but only 4 turn up.....
everyone is so busy with the 3-days-holis....
or sum stil stuck at KL... cudnt get a bus bek......

but d number of person turning up is nt a serious matter...
d thing is... all of us stil care about each other altho we were far apart...
and tis frenship really last for a real long time and it's stil counting.......
(it's true for me)

with them... i feel free to talk...
altho we shoot each other... but we noe we weren't mean it....
there're sum frens where u will find threat in between d frenship...
but with them.... there isnt...
it's jz a pure frenship that remains

surprisingly....
they told me tat they did read my blog once in a while....
i was like.. ."wow!!! u do?? r u serious??"
haha... cz i alwz think tat noone will actually read my lengthy murmurs.....
nyway.... i feel warmth in d heart....
:D

xuequn heading bek to china tml......
d nxt meeting up shud b on 2010 ady......
safe journey, dude~ :) **rmb ur passport**
cheemei and wenjie....
may our "trip" comes true ya~
kakaka

disaster?

i got see yin's msn tis afternoon...
with the 1st few words tat really terrified me...
"karen..... SCARY!!!!"
aiks........ plz ... not again~!!
it's hse problem once more......
not with the pumping system tis time.....
but d floor tiles problem.....
around 24 tiles were affected... hope tat d situation wont deteriorate......
if not..... i cant imagine wat's gonna happen......

i reached home around 5pm....
n i started to shift my things into my room....
i'm d only one affected in d hse.... as most of my things are placed in d living room...
including my study table......
let's hope tat everything gonna be alrite..... altho i see tat d cracking getting worsen after hours...
but not to d extend tat my finger can get into d crack... whew^^

while doin d clean up... and rearranging.....
i found a lot of surprises tat pinch my heart.....
"it's easier to delete a person's contact... it's jz by a clicking a mouse or pressing of a button..... but does it mean tat tis person is being deleted from ur life.. or from ur heart forever?"
i wrote this during d 1st time i met d true fren of mine......
which was about 3 years back.....

reading it right nw......
only i noticed tat d scar is stil there......
right at a corner of my heart which was well hidden...
till i noticed it today after flipping thru all d notes and blessings written by d camp-mates...

truly a fren tat i treasure...
i really hv to admit...
tat tis frenship can nvr be forgotten...
n nvr be able to be replaced.......
i will take care of those nice memories.....
d precious moments....
and d lovely advices and "suan siao"
till my last breath.....
cz i stil care...

^^ so isit a disaster or not??
i'm not sure... cz it sumhw dig out d "long-lost-me" deep inside me....
the me that actually still care....
about d frenship tat i once let go.....

P/S : chilling session with lipchung, liping, kokeng, alan and his gal gal... do took me away from d agony of reminiscing d past..... enjoy-it-lots! **giggles**

the updates

many says that it's a wrong decision staying back at cyber for the internship...... many asks y not go to other places instead of staying back in cyber......

at 1st... i thot so too....
but things jz wont turn out to be wat u alwz wish for......
u can nvr please everyone.... even i myself sumtimes find it hard to plz myself...

so... here i m.....
"stuck in cyber"=> the phrase tat i used to tag along with me whenever i c my frens....
BUT.....
it's jz a phrase tat i use..
but d thing is.. i'm not stucked here at all..... (mayb it's jz me myself think tat i'm not stucked)
i enjoy it pretty much~

instead of d routine kickboxing lessons tat i've signed up since 2 years ago (gosh.. time flies..)
i took up this Japanese Language Beginner Class every Tuesday night.....
i've to admit : "YES.... I'M TIRED !!! but i did learn sth besides my internship.. sumtimes i even dragged my footsteps to campus... "
i may not be d best student.... but i made d effort to learn....
i may not be d most intelligent one.... but i stood up myself to practice my broken Japanese every Tuesday.....

thus, there goes d every Tues and Thurs nites of my internship.....
Monday was suppose to be d skate lesson.. but i seriously hv to apologize to all my skate dearies......
cz for not appearing in d Monday nites..... i'll try my best to meet up with u guys ya~!

for those who did read my blog (which i noe not many would..)
i spend each of my weekend wisely......
with activities.... each weekend......

so here comes d previous weekend updates!!! :)

FRIDAY
**randoMness**

believe it or not.... she's my cousin...
maternal side...
we hardly meet each other...
m glad to bump into her in alamanda ~

n so... here comes d camwhore!!!
i wana roaR ~ " i luv my c510"
wahaha
having a great nite outing with meiling
let d pic tell d stories~ :)

gals are alwz gals... **blush
i noe when losing sth.... u'll gain sth in return......
there's no WIN-WIN situation (mayb there's for u but not for me..)
losing d C1 hse.... gv me in return another bunch of great gals in MMU.....
d gals tat i cherish d moments i spent with them.....
with them.... i feel d "little-gal-in-me" tat i thot i've long lost her....
with them.... i've learnt hw to be part of d jimuis.....
about d caring... d sharing.... d joy.. d sorrow....
^^

after d nite out with meiling~
i went out with st, jason, robbie for dimsum
** no pics taken ** => too busy eating

SUNDAY

sing-K

these great peeps tat i hanged out with...
it's kinda coincidence that....
i found d similarities in their names :
Ying Ying : with double Ying
Ronnie : with double N
Robbie : with double B
♥ ♪♥♫

"Great Smile of The Day"
keep tis smile every1.....
Smile away d frown...
Wat goes around...
Comes around....


yingying only join us for sing k...
she went n meet her parents after tat....
so left three musketeers here lepak-ing at d curve.....
so we decided to watch Laughing-Gor~ d turning Point ~
nice movie though.....
jz tat... too bad... d karen in d movie die...

SHABU-SHABU
another repetitive :
double shabu

there goes my luvable Sunday
n i'm glad tat i'm still surviving well in tis intelligent city......
tribute to all that nvr hesitate to lend their helping hands in designing a more colourful life for me during my internship :)
hugz and kisses

tat's "faith"

ya.... believe in wat u c nw......
its name is "faith"
a doggie who was born on Xmas Eve 2002...
born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which has to be amputated. :(
but look at hw he inspired d ppl in d world... including me...
by standing up n live like a normal dog.....

"that even without a perfect body, one can have a perfect soul."

watch tis clip for its story

cool....

Penguin Shit
doh!

patriotic month^^

these actions taken on 18082009
made me had a lot of flash backs.....
d memories of deco-ing d classroom at SAB, my secondary school...
WOW@@

"Tanggal 31, bulan lapan , lima puluh tujuh...
merdeka... merdeka.....
........................"

arouund 10am...
i went to d washroom....n ppuuurrrffffff!!
when i open d door to enter d office....
i saw d male colleagues all standing on d table hanging d "jalur gemilang"
while d female colleagues standing there giving instructions on d alignment of d flags.....
wat a view!!!!

of cz these moments are meant to be captured XD
surprisingly, one of my colleagues requested me to post in facebook...
wakaka

the deco of d "jalur gemilang" is not restricted in d office only...
even on d balcony.... d flags are hanged beautifully by d workers....
n there's one big flag on NOC building....
due to d hot weather... XD ~ i dun wana stand in d middle of road taking d pic...
nxt time ya~

d colleagues kept telling me...
"MENARA lagi shiok... lagi happening"
hope to get a chance to take a look at d working environment there~ :)

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and then...... approaching d national day....
there's tis 15Malaysia tat revolving us d malaysian
it's been d recent hot topic among d internet-darls....
luv d intro they made on their site... http://15malaysia.com/

15Malaysia is a short film project. It consists of 15 short films made by 15 Malaysian filmmakers. These films not only deal with socio-political issues in Malaysia, they also feature some of the best-known faces in the country, including actors, musicians and top political leaders. You may think of them as funky little films made by 15 Malaysian voices for the people of Malaysia.

Please enter and make yourself comfortable.

Watch our films. Look at our photographs. Drop us rude comments. Display your own films. Grab cool goodies. Join competitions. Meet our people. Help us spread the word. Download anything you want…

We won’t charge a cent.

enjoy d films.. :)
two films had been released so far..

Potong Saga
by Ho Yuhang
released on 17th August 2009

Chocolate
by late Yasmin Ahmad
released on 19th August 2009

awake-a-thon

y name as awake-a-thon??
cz it's a marathon of being awake!!!!!
arrr..... i'm crazy....

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13082009
workaholic carrotegg
it's d 1st time staying up late for work....
day time : work from 830am - 530pm
nite : kickboxing from 9pm - 10pm
work from 1030pm - 4am
wow!!!!

d view of d NOC building at nite....
it's beautiful.....
but it's too "sunyi"

while waiting for d set up of d new server.....
i had my supper (big mac) **thankiu**
then on n off i went to d toilet to camwhore and wash my face...
in order to stay awake!!!!

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14082009
around 530am i sleep...
930am i'm awake dy.....
TIRED!!!

i went to campus to settle my HLA card....
but.... i wonder... since when the HLA office close on both MOnday and Friday..
grrrrrr!!!!!! (wasted my sleeping time)
luckily still hv cheewee and yuankai in campus ^^
great to hang out at both of ur office!!!
cool man~!

after lunch with the two boys...
i went to mini p lab...
Sir ~ thx for inviting
Eemay ~ thx for taking my pics
mini p boys n gals ~ gambatte neh!!!! all of u are so pro!!!!!! *salute*

(sorry to d jimuis.... i really cannot tahan ady.... nxt time we go crazy nite yah!)

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15082009
E-76-A Grand Dinner

m proud to be invited by the three bubbly chefs

a sumptuous dinner
shud b SPICY - themed

d hungry looks... :D
trust me....
all of u are great kids.....
i've alwz feel so easy to be with u all....
d easy-going characters that all of u had...
d crazy thoughts that kept coming out from d heads...
i jz luv to get along with u ppl!!
heart!

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15082009
4am wake up loh!!!!!!
do wat???!!!!!!!
climb hill!!!!!
wat hill????!!!!!!
bukit tabur!!!!!!!

~enjoy d pics~

ON THE PEAK AD!!!!!
LUV TIS PIC..
cz... all of us look so cool ~

while enjoying d scenery....
bear in mind that....!!!!
safety comes first!! @@
orait?

why????
coz.... it's really rock climbing....
d picture tells u everything

guess wat's d first thing i saw after i reached another hill....
deng deng deng deng~
“回头是岸”
gosh..... tis is so "cold"
but it's true~ :P

to view more pics on the bukit tabur adventure...
check out on my facebook :)
last but not least....
~d group pic~
awesome ppl on tis adventure...
nice to noe all of u
cant wait for d "broga hill adventure"
weeeeeeeeeeeee

P/S: eemay~ dun feel bad ya!! :) it's alrite.... nxt time we go broga hill,k? and oso skytrex~
tee-hee

august-fest ♥

070809
a date to celebrate
d coolest match of time and date:
12:34pm 7/8/09

besides... it's my dad's bday!!!!!!
happy birthday to my dearie papa....
coincidently.. it's meiling lao ngao's bday too~
woot@@

one more one more!!!!!!
my dearest ah gal bek to kl!!!!!!
wow!!!!! awesome...
~wat a great day to hv a blast~

happy birthday to mei ling
we went to "the social"
SURPRISE

~camwhore session~

our crazy crazy look...

last but not least....
d group photo
we went murni after that....
n reach home around 4am
in another few hours time... it's d great thing in MMU
CONVOCATION !!!

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080809
the annual happening event in MMU...
the CONVOCATION
congrats to all graduates....
many of my colleagues say..
"baiknyer... still go for ppl's convo..."
of cz.... all these seniors are bubbly, sporting, caring...
alwz there for u when u nid them....
so here i m... with my bengkak eyes...
took pics with them!!! :D

dear all....
all the best for ur future undertakings...
sorry for those that i dint manage to meet up......
gonna miss u all so much...

d Rendenzvous gathering...
it's hard to gather all of us during internship...
everyone is so busy with their work...
m glad that most of us stil be able to get together for the nite....
for those absent... take care ya!!!
cant wait for our redang trip :)

while having d second-round of d Rendenzvous gathering...
we were invited by d seniors to "Laundry bar" @ the curve
to me... i duno when will b d nxt outing with d seniors in near future...
as each of them will be pursuing their dream...
altho i'm really exhausted...
I STILL TAG ALONG!! =P
having noe that i stil hv to go for d convo early morning later**

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090809
wow!!!
i met a lot of my mlc frens....
but i was too tired ad.... so dint really go n camwhore with them...
mummy~ congrats!!! @@
evon ~ i promise i will go JB find u two in near future :)
sapo carine ~ miss u so much!!!! :D great to c u all during convo...
for those FIT, FCM dearies.....
sorry that i went home early on that day...
cz i really cannot take it dy...
i nid to SLEEP!! :P

once again
all d best to all graduates.....
xoxo

prevent is better than cure

flipping thru d newspaper...

it's all about d statistic of h1n1 victims....
every now and then....
u'll hear ppl around u discussing about this virus......
m glad to c d actions taken in my office......
giving us d awareness of these issues.....

# 1st ~
it's d distribution of masks.....
altho it's kinda inconvenient.....
we tried to wear it whenever we can... :)

# 2nd ~
the new feature attached nxt to d lift...
it's d antibacterial hand sanitizer..
with d instructions on hw to use it

# 3rd ~
the awareness talk on H1N1...

# 4th ~
tis morning when i entered d entrance...
flyers on d precautions of h1n1...
d symptoms... and d preventions of it...
were distributed to each staff... :)

so ppl..... do take care of ur health.... !!!
eat more fruits with vitamin c...
drink more water....
d weather is getting worse.....
d haze is crazy!!!!!
* i'm dedicating tis entry to myself too :P *

♥ SUPERBDAND links us together ♥

rmb the tan's sisters' first date??
i mentioned about the SUPERBAND concert ticket that we bought at redbox... XD
yup!!!!!! SUPERBAND links the tan's family together.....
we meet up at KL again tis time......
not just the tan's sisters.... we made it!!!!!
the tan's family's first date..... ♥

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31st July 2009

papa n mama came n pick me up at Cyberia after papa finished his work.... :)
we headed to Bandar Sunway.... where Tina stayed.....
by the time we reached.... it's ored time for dinner......

my dearest parents bought for us our favourite "Xin Ming Ji" Duck Rice at Taman Connaught
my dad's best fren's shop.....
looking at d pics... makes me drool again.... XD

after dinner... i compiled d songs i've downloaded for dad.....
while playing d songs....... suddenly....
"PooOooffphhhh" !!!
eh!!!!! hw come no electricity???
aiks.... n we found out tat it's only our unit dun hv electricity.......
luckily i hv my laptop stil giving me sum light.....
n d light from d corridor too..... whew! :P
d handyman came n check at d electricity box... n found out d fuse was burnt.....
we were lucky to hv tis handyman named Ali.... to help us out...
if not.... we hv to stay in darkness at nite....
who would b so kind enuf to come to ur hse late at nite helping u to fix ur prob... ~ :)

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1st August 2009

BIG DAY!!! @@
we woke up early to go to LCCT to pick Wendy Tan.... :P
while.... our dearest mummy tat nvr fail to satisfy our stomach......
she prepared these as BREAKFAST???
she really think tat we are still in puberty... hahaa!!!!
can eat a lot! :P
in d end.... it bcm our breakfast n lunch... :P

Wendy brought us this Tee Cups that she used to eat with her colleagues
it's kinda fun making the Cup full of d ingredients u wana add in...
i luv d peanuts crunch provided.... crunchy... XD
while d others luv d spices... :p

i luv d moments where we sit around d dining table...
talking crapz..... laughing at each others' funny experiences...
look at d laughters..... arent they luvly??
dad talked about hw mum reverse d car n d car bang into d motorbike tat he heart so much....
lol.....
i wish these moments last..... forever ♥


mummy even provide us dessert.....
she's jz so sweet...... keep feeding us..... :P
before we left d hse for d concert.....
we even had birdnest @@
i was shocked when i saw tat.......


Time to get ready!!!!!
we went to find our grand-aunt... :)
she lived at muar last time... near our old hse at Jalan Duku......
blive me.... once u stepped into her hse.....
she'll be so busy asking u wat u wana drink, wat u wana eat.....
but... tat's her.... our dearest yi po..... :)
d yi po tat alwz so caring.....


after d visit....
we headed to Berjaya Golf Club at Bukit Jalil....
dinner time!!!!
d last time we came.........
was during Tina's solemnization....



SUPERBAND!!!!!!
here we come......
many ask me...... y u go for tis concert..... arent they d older generation's favorite singers..??
oopsy...... altho i'm not d older generation.... :D
but i admire their talent..... the songs they composed......
each of them has their own style...
each of them came from different generation...
each of them has different talent....
yet they are together as a BAND.... SUPERBAND......


i did enjoy d concert......
cz i get to listen to d songs from different generations...
n those songs tat i've nearly forgotten.... but they were so familiar...
as my dad luvs singing and listening to music...
he used to sing those songs when i was a kid.....
n i'm glad that i noe those songs......
guess wat??? i was so busy typing all those songs' name using my hp......
so as to keep it as a record...... SEARCH it... n compile it !!! :)

one good thing about tis concert was tat....
they display d lyrics of d songs they sang....
everyone get so high and sang along with them!!!!!!!
imagine d 60 years old + uncle stil jumping around d stage.....
with another 50 years old+ , 40 years old +, 30 years old + singers....
imagine d first song that d oldest singer composed was d year d youngest singer's birth year....
hahhahaa~~~ :P
to me..... they are awesome..... with all d talent they had.....
and...... they links us together....

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2nd August 2009

d cheesecake i made for papa and family~~
i wished u like it... altho it's kinda... low standard....
but i put all my best wishes n ♥ in it.....


P/S :
♥ i do feel stress being d youngest....
with the two elder sisters that excel in their studies and their career..... i noe u all will say "dun be stupid... y compare"...but life's like tat.... d stress came out from no where.... it's jz there...... it exists inside of me.... it's in me......
♥ i do feel stress being d youngest....
as if i cant help out anything tat happen in d family.... i noe i'm being protected..... but i really dun wish to be d last one to noe about watever tat happen in tis family.....
♥ i do feel stress being d youngest.....
i noe i will hv u all by my side no matter wat happen.... but can i be with u all when u all nid me?? i feel so weak.... especially last two months when we were having some troubles about papa mama.... altho it's over..... but i'm so lost tat i feel myself so useless not being able to hold my tears......
♥ i do feel stress being d youngest.....
not noeing where my path is..... wat's ahead?? i duno.....
♥ i do feel stress being d youngest....
but wat i noe is... The Tan's Family... You will always come first in my heart, no matter how far we are apart.

!! end !!