malacca one day trip ~~ yepee

wahahaha~~ finally i'm bek to mlc~
yahooo~~~
hahhaha.. :p

thx for those tat really take out their time n come n meet me...
appreciate it lots..
d journey goes like tis~~ :P


26/4/07

0630 ~~ depart from cyberia... bye bye cyberjaya.. :D

1030 ~~ reach malacca.. yeppee.. meet my dearest son~ then makan at jia jia with son n shifu~~ yummy yummy "cha shao fan" n d best herbal tea i got at there.. so cool~~ :P


1130 ~~ ep visit... hahaha:P with jimui (jing, er) too bad.. yin not free.... nyway... still manage to c daddy a while... kind of feel touched.. :P long time no c u all liao.... hehe... huggiess... n saw stan while having tea time at southern... :P glad to c all having great time in mlc.. :) we chatted a lot... from last time wat we did... to nw... wat we hv learnt... from mlc to cyber.. hahaha:P



1430 ~~ yeah... finally go to ixora lo.... time to hv my sweet sweet time with mummy.... mummy cook nice nice special made barli for me n her housemates... so touched :P got wat sorethroat or wat illness oso will be cured by her barli liao.. hahaha:P


1930 ~~
moli moli go go go... gathering with ex-groupmates.... though not as many as last time... but... thx for coming ya~~ :) had a great time gambling... hahahha:P zhiyong, jianyong, man man. nephew, shifu, blind n his gf, gwoliang... n surprisingly i saw my ytm fren there too... jasmine... hehe.. makin lenglui... :)















enjoying d time in moli~~ hehe... all still so funny... playing around like lil kids.. but isn't it nice?? n tat's wat i miss most... ~ :)




oh goodness ~ zhiyong a.... hw can u did tat to man man leh?? ahha hahah:P










oh no~~~ jian yong being eaten by zhi yong... :P aahhahahha
but jian yong still so calm... bit weird rite?? :P
hahahha










let's revenge.... help jian yong to revenge...
arghhhhhhhhhhhh...
hahhaa.. anoterh person tat acting cool la...
emotionless..
sien diao.. lol.. hahahhha:P






ATTENTION!!!
ever c d most ber"mo qi" gamblers?? here they are... let's see.. :P
hahahha... i found two pairs.. n the winner goes to?? hahaha... u all decide la:P
























i wonder y their actions look so alike.. nyway... it's sth tat surprise me on tat nite.. :P
n here some of d pics.. where .... hehehhe... we hv some other gambling faces :P






















2300 ~~ fishEe n mummy time... go to a place where as i wanted.. haha.. a place which is nice, comfortable, not too noisy... not too cold.... wat a lovely place... but.. i forgot d name ad.. hahaha:P then go eat "ya rou mian"... fuyoh... syiok man.. hahha.. but nt use to it.. cz it's too bright la.. d place.. lol:P nyway... chit chat-ing all d way... happy gathering... :)


27/4/07

0900 ~~ took CD from shifu... thx alot... all d precious moment in it... :P

0915 ~~ embark to ?? chicken rice shop.. .:P haha... finally i got to eat d biji biji chicken rice in mlc.. :P thx son... :) n we finally hv a nice chat :) hehe...

1030 ~~ leave mlc ... hw sad:( nyway... will find one day bek again... miss u guys lots... :)


really had a great time... it's so wonderful to be bek to mlc... :) hope to c u all soon...

sick sick tuesday~~

i skip whole day class to rest!! :(
haih... y la flu luv me so much...
i wish flu found sumbody "nicer" than me...
haha:P
sot liao...
i wish d 1.5L of 100 plus can cure me. :P hehe
n in fact it really helps for bout one hour.. only.. hahahha



nyway~~ tml mz is another brand new day.... with ?? "SUNSHINE" .. lol...
after watching tat lame movie... really getting lamer liao.. :P
friday gotta start d training camp lo.....
must jiayou jiayou jiayou....
hehe...

b4 slp... let's see wat i've done jz nw... :D


scary leh!~~ hahahha... :P
i oso feel scared with d outcome of d pic...
nyway... it's just a pic la
hahaha...
n d person in d pic is none other than me.. :P

yes.. it's me





n d sampatness strikes me when i chat wit ah o~~~
miss ya so much~~
jiayou oh:D




kla~~~ gotta sleep ad...
lame enuf liao:P
time to pia gao gao...
jiayou:D

E-nite

wat a tiring day of becoming d PR for E-nite at the Palaca of The Golden Horse~~
n hor~~ aiyoyo.... i feel tat d flow of all things on tat day was a mess...[personal opinion ya..]
cz many not sure bout their own duty.... n thus it caused quite a lot of hussle...

nyway... it's another kind of feeling as tis time i wore d formal suit.... but not d dress or gown..
still remember last time work as usher for fiesta carnival(another prom)...
tiring as well... but it's an experience isn't it? :P

watever it is... having frens around with u... doing d work together... sharing d tasks... are alwz d best... no regrets promising ang to be his PR though... jz tat.. hehe... still feel like lamenting bout "I'M REALLY TIRED AR~~ HOWEVER... I DID ENJOY MYSELF... THANKS"

from d left...

Ang [our nanny of d day~ haha.. jaga our food, transport, safety, clothing... n all... :P] ; sleep god weiloon; carrotegg; cute cute karen; pretty derek; notty jimmy

we all jaga d reception~~ n oso security




from d left...

karen(pong); mynn (usher); karen (tan); chuifang(usher); karen(loh) ~

lol... got three karen among us... :P ahhaha



















ALL OF US... ~~ HAPPY TOGETHER.. :D




with kah juin





















with kweiyee & nice nice sam tat i noe since cybertrip:D




DJ CLUB

SUNday again~

hmm.... sunday sunday....
thot wana sleep till vr vr late...
mana tau.... my roommate suddenly shout so loud ... " ahhhhhhhhhhh late liao!!!!!"
haiyo... i thot i late for wat..... end up... she's d one who late for d rehearsal...
aduhai....

nyway... wake up early liao leh.... lazy do other stuffs liao.. :P
yest was a satisfying day... hahahha...
me, elaine, chee wei & soon ming... went timesquare.... kekekkeke....
wat a satisfying day yoh....~~~~
however.... we watched a damn lame movie... named "sunshine"... lol...
end up... none of us understand.... hahahah~~ only chee wei can explain d story line...
haih~~ wat a sad thing:P

hehe... & on d way bek.... we went to dimsum.....
walalallala... thx lo... thx for d help to guide us go lo.... but i still vr bo syiok.... suan liao la....
think liao oso pek cek...

later at nite hv to go e-nite... bcme PR...
n later my roommy will be d usher... hahaha...
sure vr pretty... lenglui yo....
hahhaa....
kla... later only c hw la...
jiayou oh...
let's gv a big smile to tis brand new day.... :D
hahaha... n with d "sunshine.." lol....................

enjoy my life to d fullest~

yo~ i'm back....
due to sth.... i'm being defeated... till i myself oso cant recognise myself...
nyway.... being able to stand up all over again... shud b sth to be glad of gua~~ haha..
perhaps... i might have taken too long time to recover la.. :P hehe..
but i'm really too weak at tat time... anyway... i'm bek..

having d new hair cut... which mostly say it's a nerdy look..
but... it's sth for me to remind me of d mistake tat i've made...
which i shud nvr repeat it in d future....
though it's nerdy.. but it gvs me d feel of starting afresh...
it's another whole new day after all...
isn't it??

so let's see.... wat's d difference then??
haha.....
~~before~~ ~~after~~









not to forget my dearest monkey~~ who alwz be with me whenever i'm happy or dwn... my superfans... hehe... :P

n so~~ d following are wat i've done after d new me~~~ hehe:P

n here it goes~~~

ZOO NEGARA 07/04/2007zoo negara.... wat a nice place tat i think everyone shud go n visit... or i shud say... go n be volunteer of a day... haha:P

it's an extraordinary experience for each of us... i bet so... :P n esp for me....

being d zookeeper of d birdpark with theresa, liliang & xiangrui... had indeed enriched me lots.. ekekekke...

preparing d food for d helpless one~~ caring them jz like our own~ thus all d work on d day had made my day a meaningful one... it seems to be easy.. but it really test one's patience n oso responsibility.... without d nature of caring & patience towards d small creatures.... or even d big ones.... one can nvr afford to make d work a wonderful one in his life~ :D


























after all~~ i did enjoy d zoo negara trip lots... n wish to go bek again.. :P hehe... n hope to hv d chance to care for d animals.. be a voice for d voiceless... protect them... hehe... thus i join SPCA lo. :P

~~~~McD yo~~~~~

goodness.... can u imagine all of us making all these silly faces in front of so many ppl in McD after our midterm test... hahaha...
MMU system really driving us crazy...
Nyway... it's one kind of releasing tension gua.. :P
hahahha...
luv u all...
thx for ur hp yo.. sm...

pool pool pool.......

finally.... manage to change my major to nanotechnology.... damn happy.. syiok man... but.... my good mood being spoil by sumone... wat to do.... can nvr control others' mouth.... so i hv to control my own emotions lo... n so... outing is d best@@!! yeppee.....

n after went to mingchu... we went IOI to play pool... yeppee...
n here's some of d scenes.. ahhaha..:P


haha.... hardly yo~~ chee wei oso can play candid pics.. :P thumbs up... kekekeke

then soon ming oso... haha... bluek.... bluek... bluek...

i really think tat we are too stres.. haha..





n let's see.... chee wei did wat to soon ming leh???
hahaha... attack his butt.. LOL....
:D






n tis is wat soon ming did to me... haih.... all nutty liao..
hahahhaha

YUMMY YUMMY!~~

wahahah..... orientation camp is d best.... d yummy yummy orientation booth 16/4 to 19/4 is a memorable one for all of us.... i'm d god on monday.. ahha.. without sleeping.... surprisingly my brain still can function.... thx to yingtian for d wonderful yummy yummy supper.. haha

thru this.... i noe lots of great frens... luv them all... muacks.... my dear ah tao- kong.. the two lil mei mei-yingtian n ah na... those tat help lots in d yummy yummy- jimmy, ahpinko, tjunwern, shuangyi, chui fang, carrot and d gang, pegan, shuh yin, elaine, hui shan, mei qi, n lots lots lots..... u all are d best.... i hope we can work together... strive hard together to make d orientation camp a successful one n d warmest family to all campers.... hehe... jiayou oh~~~

bye

i'm closing tis account....
:(

year 2007~~

yeah~~
welcome d joyful year 2007...
:D
though celebrating it with my dear een1026 and een1036...
luckily still hv frens with me..
hehe... :P

last day of year 2006...
wat i've done?
haha...
woke up by fren's sms to go makan..
aiks.... hehe.. but thx la...
if not.. i cant taste d last meal of dimsum on my last day in 2006 haha...
then sorry to gv u d surprise news on d last day of year 2006 too...
anyway... everything still uncertain...
so... jz a pre-news... if things really happen.. hehe..

then ar...
duo luo at home for hours...
till nite...
kai n wei loon came to find mynn..
mana tau.. end up i go makan wit them pulak.. hehe..:P
then the rest of d time ??
spend at their house lo...
nth special actually...
jz a normal one... hehe..

kla... time to oink ad...
may i hv a nice year.. haha..
n may all hv a nice year too:P
jiayou~~!!

~ Quicksand ~

At him, she stares…
D broadest smile on his face tat she nvr see b4 since they met…
N nw she noes… she’ll nvr b d one…
D one he wants…

Blood dripping from her shattered heart…
Tears flowing dwn from her rosy cheeks…
Nth she can do…
Except accepting d fact where she’ll nvr b d one…
D one she wants to be…

All d hard work she made to stand up all over again from d fall is just like worthless..
As she can nvr b able to share it with him….
D one she cares most….
Since d tragedy happened…

Waiting silently…
Crying quietly…
Hiding perfectly all d luv she wana gv….
But hw she gonna overcome all tis when he’s not hers…
Nvr hers…

Everything seems like meaningless to her nw…
Even breathing d air is like d hardest thing for her to do…
Looking at his name appearing on handphone has become d cruelest thing for her…
As she doesn’t noe what she shud react..
Everything seems like relating to him…
A single thought no matter how …will still let her links to him…
N tat’s where she burst down….

He conquers her world…
Her life…
Her thoughts…
Her everything…

A silent night…. Would no longer b silent anymore…
As d crying in d heart will still be roaring around herself…
“hw m I going to heal tis shattered heart?
Hw m I going to live life thru?
Looking at him but nvr be with him? “ she thought..
She’ll 4eva b d bridesmaid but nvr d bride…

Accepting d truth has alwz been d cruelest thing…
Overcoming obstacles in life is alwz so hard…
But all these r time consuming…

Without knowing anything…
D silly guy kept on searching for tis gal…
As tis gal decided to hide…
To evaporate from his life…
But she fails to do so…
As we can nvr escape from fate…

Fate brought them to get to noe each other…
Fate brought them thru lives…
N tat’s wat life is…
Alwz so unpredictable…

However…
She knew..
There’s sth tat she has to do…
Which is stepping out from his life…
N b bek herself again…
D gal tat nvr rely on him…
N slowly… she will… n so she believes…

D gal tat had been hurt for her previous luv…
Finally she manage to get to noe another new life with tis guy…
Tat where she at last find out wat she wants…
Somehow…she has been fooled..
Somehow… she Has been injured again…

Reminisces d moments….
Each n every single piece of d memory they hv went thru…
Hw nice…
Hw sweet…

Remember when, the time when they never needed each other…
Till they are tied together…
The best frens of
like brother n sister…
tat they understood they’ll nvr b alone…
as they made each other so different from the crowd…

but those days has gone…
n she wanted so much…
yet don’t know hw to say tis out…
tat she needed him so much…
n she nvr meant to feel tis way…
it’s all out of expectation…

but what can she do??

Everything has changed,
How she gonna make all tis right?

It’s just like quicksand…
The more she struggles..
The deeper she sinks into it…
N so… she noes..

she has fallen in luv wit him at tis time…

luv my family..., muacks

It takes a lot to know what is love
Its not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would
Always be there
I wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

cause mom you always were,
Mom you always were
Mom you always were,
You know you always were
cause mom you always were... the perfect fan
I love you mom

happiness

wat a word..
a word tat bring d sweetest feel to all...
however... hw many of us get d happiness in our lives?
n hw many of us actually noe wat really bring us d happiness?
:p

to a little kid tat nvr tasted d taste of a lollipop...
mayb.. a try on d taste of a lollipop will gv him d greatest happiness in life...
n tat's wat will alwz vividly remembered in his mind..

to a gal tat had jz broke up...
mayb... a last date with her love one will b enuf for her to live thru d rest of her life...

to a single parent tat strive hard to make d child b able to obtain d father+mother love...
mayb... a smile or a peck on d cheek from d luvable child will b d happiness of life...
where d single parent will feel blessed..

to someone....
mayb.... being a milionaire will only b his or her happiness...

hence....
happiness might be d simplest thing tat we did almost everyday...
or sth tat will nid a lot of efforst in order to be achieved...
or nvr will it be achieved...

sum1 ask me b4..
what's d happiest thing in ur life?
an easy Q tat is so hard to be answered..
i got blank.... as i couldn't think of one..
or i shud say... i donno...
then.... only i notice tat...

tis is my happiest thing in my life...
where i find my happiness...
d moment tat i woke up n feel d breeze of d air...
where i noe tat it's a brand new day again....
n tat's d clue where i can still search for a better life....
n do d things i like...
n get things solved

it's as easy as tat...
happiness~
think of it...
n d revolutions for d coming 2007 too...
:D

may d one who read tis noe wat's ur happiness..
grab ur each n every single chance to do wat u like in tis 2006...
left no regret in it...
as happiness is alwz in d control of our strength...
it's within our control...
jz to take it or not..
sometimes... let go is also a kind of happiness... who noes...:P
so cherish d few days left in tis 2006...
as u'll nvr given a second chance to turn d clock back...
may god bless u..
jiayou jiayou

Life is so unpredictable

Life is so unpredictable…
Things never happen within our expectations…
No matter good or bad…
There’ll alwz b sth tat surprise us in any way… any kind…
U cant find d reason…
U cant find d solution…
It’s all in it….
Ur heart….
D feeling in ur heart….

D familiar feel….
as if u hv knew it for long…
but it’s jz another feel tat is similar…

ponder around… wonder around…
confusion….
Wat is it actually??\
Isit a symptom of luv??
Or it’s a feel tat hv been missed for long…
Or it’s a catchy feel tat woke up d lonely soul…
Or it’s jz nth….. jz nth….

D hardest thing to be guessed is nvr d hardest riddle in d world…
But d feeling of a human being…
One can nvr guess correctly wat is it in d heart till things happen…
Till then he or she will either relieve or regret on it…

N so… take it seriously…
No matter it’s a bitter feel or d sweetest feel tat u nvr hv it b4..
As it will bring u to either agony or brighten ur days…
Who noes…

life is so dramatic… It’s jz like a drama…one said…
we r d directors of our drama… I responded..
no… god is d director… we r jz d actor or actress for our drama… he opposed…
god is jz a guide… it’s jz like we r directing our own sail while god is d wind tat guide us thru…. I answered…

so what do u think??

hohoho... MERRY XMAS~~

hohoho...
merry merry Xmas...
wat a Xmas i had...
hehe
though without d accompaniment of my family members...
but i celebrated it with all my dearest "kai" family...
yeppee...
so happy...
so glad to hv them with me...
n thx for all tat sent sms or testimonials to me for d wishes...
arigato... hahahah....
luv u all....
may god bless u...
jiayou!!

yesterday...

today is another new day....
freezing cold day....
with a warm heart... hehe
frens one by one goin bek hometwn....
me?? stuck in cyberjaya... hehe

yesterday was d last day for on air lo...
few weeks of on air in tis sem...
i really learn a lot...
n thx for my partner helping me thru d on air session n collecting information...
n thx for giving me tat opportunity....

yesterday was d last day for me to be "little gal"
hehe..
gonna grow up lo...
hahaha... no longer being pampered, no longer manja lo..
but at least i hv that 40 days of memory mah...
it's more than enuf... :D

at least i feel relieved and relax now...
as things getting smoother..
one by one...
n i'm getting better in handling my messy life...
though i'm still piggy..
sleep till afternoon...
but will adjust again my whole life...
haha...
wont so duo luo...
n wont so tui fei anymore...
jiayou!