Sunday

jz like all d other sundays tat i had normally in cyberjaya...
i hide myself in C1-0-11 for d whole day again~
perhaps .... it's bcz of my DOWN mood....
or mayb is jz tat i'm too lazy to leave tis room~

i cook my own meal...
i had my hair in treatment....
frenster, facebook up-to-date.... kononnyer~
had myself sum old dramas tat i missed out when i was in secondary school~

yaya~
i noe i shudnt laze around anymore....
i hv piles n tonnes of things to do~
but~ all those unsolvable problems jz wont let me go.....
i'm stil too weak to handle these~

wana find sum1 to talk about it....
or mayb not talk about sum other stuffs...
to at least let me feel much better for my days....
if tis goes on....
i'm sure i'm goin to fail all my subjects in tis semester....
karen karen~~~
wat r u doin ??

determination....
motivation....
concentration....
where r u all ???
where d heck u've gone???
ish ish....

new start~

just bek from jogging....
really long time nvr jog with u ~ elaine~
haha....
good stamina ya...
run two rounds... crazy gal..
haha :P

today is a day to b remembered....
i got my vry first laptop...
thx to d deliveryman...
tat came at d darn rite time...
haha.... when i was stil in my dream....
thx elaine for helping me to answer him.... :)
hehe.....

n of cz...
thru out choosing d laptop n all d hard chores... i suppose... :P
thx to frens tat helped me so much..
supporting me thru...
although it may jz b a simple deal...
yet .. for me... it's really hard....
hmm~~ there's one fren... describe it as...
worse or harder than choosing a hubby??
hahaha.... no idea...
cz i really ~~~ lalala.. hehe....

thx to kah fook....
assisting me thru out d whole dealing process...
whew~~ i'm really noob in tis....
without ur help....
no laptop lo.... hehe :)

n not to forget....
shifu~ for d "____ "
hehe..... u fill in tat blank urself ya.. ;)
gonna balas ur good deed .... :)
hehehe.....

new laptop...
new start...
hope tat everything will be fine....
karen~ jiayou jiayou.....

n with this... i declare... tat.... "I'M MONEY-LESS"
hahaha... wat a broken english.... .
juz dun wana use d sensitive word... hehe :P
lalallalala

GG

what's with this GG~
it simply means GOOD GAME....
hehe :P
sum frens taught me tat....
anyway....
here's my GG.....

gain bek my colours of life

thx to all tat care for me....
at last....
got myself feel much better after all these kns days....
sorry for those tat i might hv lost my temper to....
dun mean it....
but i'm jz really too frustrated......
u may scold me kick me hit me.....
haha....
cz i really noe i'm bad for treating u all badly....

thursday nite shud b a happy nite for me.... as most of my frens noe.....
however... my mood was not as good as i thought... or mayb most of u all thought wat it shud b...
as i'm really cracking my lil brain to solve my problems.....
end up.....
i cudnt concentrate on my kickboxing training...
cudnt do well in everything...
cudnt even communicate well....
my bad....

truthfully...
i'm blessed to be able to b so active in all kinds of activities.....
n i'm thankful for tat.....
stil.... i'm glad to noe all d new frens tat i got to noe in kickboxing....
although it's goin to be d last session soon.....
it's really a place for me to release out my stress....
n to get fit... hehe :P finger crossed...

thx to shifu for helping me in solving my problem....
i owe u one meal ya... i rmb tat... :P
hehe... paiseh for troubling u

thx to eemay... bringing me to gym
haha..
n i'm really sorry tat i cudnt make myself wake up early on d next day...
hope we wil be able to hv another session soon...
cz it's really nice to sweat a lot ...
hehe... enjoy d smelly me.. :P
hahahaha

to my dearest YCS members...
sorry for not paying much attention to u all these days....
cz i'm kinda lost....
hope tat u all will b united by urselves...
do b strong ya.....
luv u all so much...

last but not least....
my dearest family members....
mum n dad ar......
dun worry bout me....
i'm stil d strong gal of u all....
jz nid sum time to gather bek my might.... to fight...
hehe.....
dumbo n kah fook...
thx for all d help....
appreciate it lots...

i think i m ready to face all d upcoming obstacles....
i think... :P
hehe.... anyway.... i can nvr avoid myself from facing them....
mind as well... take it easily....
dun let d trouble troubles me....
:) n there's a reason bhind everything....
so watever arises.... i think i stil hv d guts to say.. "i'm d best" at least to myself.. :P

dump dump dump
haha
dump away all other thoughts...
it's time to pia lo....
karen karen~~~
jiayou oh... :)
thx

[home alone ><]

shame on u

shame on u to ask money from them~
shame on u to think tat u're d mr right for her~
n shame on her for believing tat u're treating well to her family....
n shame on her for following ur footsteps....

shame on u...
cz u hv nth better to do... n joke about religion...
even a kindergarten kid cud use their logical thinking...
but.... u??
a uni grad.... an adult.... a person tat so call~ d person with all d morality....
did sth like tat...
n take it as a joke....

shame on u.....
for not making ur own promise.....
"actions speak louder than words"...
for all tat u hv done....
it's obvious tat.... u're d lowest class ever person in tis world...
I DESPICE U....

shame on u.....
treating everyone like a fool.....
pretending as if u r d weak.....
wat's in ur mind??? we r not blind.....
money is everything for u???
then off u go save ur soul......
to d island with d gold

14th april 08 (mama say is d last day of cheng meng)

In tis silent nite....
u came to me....
d same smile, d same house, d same u....

everything was jz like years ago....
when u were stil there for us......
playing d swing with d 3 sisters.....

grandfather clock strucks.....
it's time to go.....
a simple "i will luv u forever"
it made my dam crack ever......

gugong,
u came to me when i felt tat d wrong doesnt belong to me anymore....
u reminded me tat i was nvr alone......

a simple visit.....
sweetest than anything....
but d leaving.....
bitter than ever......

i was told tat it's d cheng meng....
is it true??
i wonder.....

jz wana say.......
u'll always be in my heart....
deep dwn inside my heart.....

http://carrotegg.blogspot.com/2006/08/gu-gong.html
i luv u....

fully utilise my TIME

busy busy busy
i wonder y i so busy...
haha...
or it's jz a term tat ored bcm an excuse?? or shud i say habit??
watever it is..... i do n did fully utilised my time~~
with studies~ exercises~ n not to forget ~ entertainment..

let's see... wat i hv missed out...

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Wednesday ~ 9th April 08 ~

after d EEM test on d day b4....
surprisingly... i manage to woke up in d morning at 7am..
for EEN class... fuyoh~!!
hahaha...
then as my plan goes....
i went makan breakfast with liping n kelmynn at FCM cafe b4 i went to library to do sum research on d ECP assignment....
due to d hungry stomach~!!
growling =.=
i went for lunch earlier with tomato, boss, ying ying, alvin...
n met up with jh, karen, derek, cw, sm....
all d ppl after d lab early morning....... at oldtwn kopitiam....

sumhw.....
i shift d place to do my research from lib to home..
after sum pia-ing session at home for ECP research.....
i got a msg from senior....
watch movie wo....
gatal.. :P
hahaha.... n so i say ok.....
although i duno who are his frens
but... it's alwz a good thing to noe new frens :D
tat's my principle... but too bad... i was not in a vr good condition tat day...
cz of d tired mind n exhausted body....

n who will ever noe tat....
d gesiao seniors wud actually wana change plan go pavilion watch movie(3 kingdoms)...
pengsan =.=
anyway.... it's stil a nice outing with d seniors
n a vr special dinner at "Purple Cane Tea Restaurant"
***cz all d dishes are cooked with tea...***
different types of tea...
a vr healthy meal of d day....
hahaha....

n there goes my Wednesday... :D

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Thursday ~10th April 2008~

yeppee....
it will alwz be my favourite day of d week....
haha...
KICKBOXING~!! YCS~!!
happy-nyer.... :D
it was raining heavily when i was waiting for my kickboxing partner dwnstar his block....
n i was lucky enuf to meet senior while waiting...
n d nice senior offer to fetch us to campus....
thx for d ride :D

on d last kickboxing session.....
i fall dwn when i did my lead knee...
thus i hurt my ankle.... n end up cudnt go for hype run....

i nvr blive on phobia.....
but at tis time....
i do blive it...
cz when han(d trainer) ask us to do lead knee...
i was terrified.... sked to get pk again ==
whew~~~ nth bad happen.... hehe
everything jz run as smooth as ever.....
EXCEPT!!
when he ask us to do d lead croco :(
i wonder wat's wrong with my left leg... :(
it cant even hit d shield...
aduhai end up..
i hv to do d kicking in slow motion...
n han had to carry my leg n show me hw to do d kicking.....
so mensiahsuikan :(

n i swear ....
i will make it happen tat...
i can DO IT~~~!!!

then after d kickboxing session...
it's YCS again :D hehehehe....
we went to milo gao gao...
but it's closed ad... wonder y.. s
o we went to a new place.....
which is jz sumwhere near there.....
quite nice food....
cz d maggie goreng is really big plate....
but d waiter is jz too slow n forgetful...
hmm...
they shud improve on tat..
then mayb we will go there more often..
hahaha :P
we had a great time once again :D

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Friday ~ 11th April 2008 ~

Happy Birthday To Khim....
(paiseh... dun mean to disturb u )

was suppose to wake up earlier to go badminton n gym with eemay they all de..
sorry...
i woke up so late
=.=
nxt time ya...

today ... i had my CT2 lab...
sien diao.... d evaluation sux..
anyway.... lucky us... finish earlier... :D
n lucky me.... hv those geng ppl helping me...
thx a lot ;)
hehehe

tennis time??
haha...
i think less than 30 minutes play.. :P
jimui... plz dun get mad at me....
i really feel pain on my arms la....
so cudnt play for long..
jz wana sweat nia...
really dun intend to play with those foreigners.....
plz 4gv me ... :D hehe

then.... is EPM assignment day... :(

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Saturday ~ 12th April 2008 ~

it's moral assignment day :|
d day we hv to do our social work...
venue??? BOMBA....
a very very lebih day instead...
surprisingly....
d person in charge....
so nice.. :D
gv each of us a bag...
hahaha :P

then~ went makan with d gang... after d social work.......
after makan... they went PC fair....
while me... bek to C1....
who noes... chui ai hungry...
so i teman her makan.....
hehe....

assignment day n resting day.....
whole body aching like mad :(

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Sunday ~ YCS DAY ~ 13th April 2008 ~

11am.....
gather at roundabout......
outing for YCS... hehehe
destination... alamanda....
9 of us.... me, eemay, bobby, zhenzhiwei, wongkok, darren, khangleng, jeff, nana
d guys... watch movie
while d gals.... shopping
hahahha...

eemay and me had a great time shop around there....
though dun hv much things to buy...
but it's d first outing for us...
ehhehe
really luv it :)

then gather again...
for lunch + dinner at Manhattan Fish Market :D
lol.....
stil waiting for pics.....
now receiving from zhenzhiwei....

A HAPPY HAPPY DAY

m i too greedy??

no mood study~
cz it's too late... =.=

again... d same thing happen again...
wasting my time waiting for d gang~
i noe it's bad for me to do so...
walking away just like tat....
but i jz dun really like tis kind of waiting......

lots of things i wana accomplish....
lots of things i wana attain.....
m i too greedy???
i think so too :P

wishing to the stars.......
wana be d person in mind.....
wana hv lots of frens... not jz a group... but groups.....
bouncing here n there yet being able to mix around.....

wana learn lots of things.....
wana experience lots of adventures.....
archery, kickboxing, salsa, flamingo, wake-board, dj, kayak, rock-climbing, bungee jump, back-pack, diving, tennis, ~~~~ etc... etc.....

wana expand my horizons....
not just in msia... but other countries...
polish up my languages......
japanese, korean, german, french, spanish, arab~~~
then only be able to hv frens from everywhere.... :D

so many things.....
so many dreams.....
hw i wish.....
m i too greedy??? =.=