~ Quicksand ~

At him, she stares…
D broadest smile on his face tat she nvr see b4 since they met…
N nw she noes… she’ll nvr b d one…
D one he wants…

Blood dripping from her shattered heart…
Tears flowing dwn from her rosy cheeks…
Nth she can do…
Except accepting d fact where she’ll nvr b d one…
D one she wants to be…

All d hard work she made to stand up all over again from d fall is just like worthless..
As she can nvr b able to share it with him….
D one she cares most….
Since d tragedy happened…

Waiting silently…
Crying quietly…
Hiding perfectly all d luv she wana gv….
But hw she gonna overcome all tis when he’s not hers…
Nvr hers…

Everything seems like meaningless to her nw…
Even breathing d air is like d hardest thing for her to do…
Looking at his name appearing on handphone has become d cruelest thing for her…
As she doesn’t noe what she shud react..
Everything seems like relating to him…
A single thought no matter how …will still let her links to him…
N tat’s where she burst down….

He conquers her world…
Her life…
Her thoughts…
Her everything…

A silent night…. Would no longer b silent anymore…
As d crying in d heart will still be roaring around herself…
“hw m I going to heal tis shattered heart?
Hw m I going to live life thru?
Looking at him but nvr be with him? “ she thought..
She’ll 4eva b d bridesmaid but nvr d bride…

Accepting d truth has alwz been d cruelest thing…
Overcoming obstacles in life is alwz so hard…
But all these r time consuming…

Without knowing anything…
D silly guy kept on searching for tis gal…
As tis gal decided to hide…
To evaporate from his life…
But she fails to do so…
As we can nvr escape from fate…

Fate brought them to get to noe each other…
Fate brought them thru lives…
N tat’s wat life is…
Alwz so unpredictable…

However…
She knew..
There’s sth tat she has to do…
Which is stepping out from his life…
N b bek herself again…
D gal tat nvr rely on him…
N slowly… she will… n so she believes…

D gal tat had been hurt for her previous luv…
Finally she manage to get to noe another new life with tis guy…
Tat where she at last find out wat she wants…
Somehow…she has been fooled..
Somehow… she Has been injured again…

Reminisces d moments….
Each n every single piece of d memory they hv went thru…
Hw nice…
Hw sweet…

Remember when, the time when they never needed each other…
Till they are tied together…
The best frens of
like brother n sister…
tat they understood they’ll nvr b alone…
as they made each other so different from the crowd…

but those days has gone…
n she wanted so much…
yet don’t know hw to say tis out…
tat she needed him so much…
n she nvr meant to feel tis way…
it’s all out of expectation…

but what can she do??

Everything has changed,
How she gonna make all tis right?

It’s just like quicksand…
The more she struggles..
The deeper she sinks into it…
N so… she noes..

she has fallen in luv wit him at tis time…

luv my family..., muacks

It takes a lot to know what is love
Its not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would
Always be there
I wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine

You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
cause mom you always were
The perfect fan

cause mom you always were,
Mom you always were
Mom you always were,
You know you always were
cause mom you always were... the perfect fan
I love you mom

happiness

wat a word..
a word tat bring d sweetest feel to all...
however... hw many of us get d happiness in our lives?
n hw many of us actually noe wat really bring us d happiness?
:p

to a little kid tat nvr tasted d taste of a lollipop...
mayb.. a try on d taste of a lollipop will gv him d greatest happiness in life...
n tat's wat will alwz vividly remembered in his mind..

to a gal tat had jz broke up...
mayb... a last date with her love one will b enuf for her to live thru d rest of her life...

to a single parent tat strive hard to make d child b able to obtain d father+mother love...
mayb... a smile or a peck on d cheek from d luvable child will b d happiness of life...
where d single parent will feel blessed..

to someone....
mayb.... being a milionaire will only b his or her happiness...

hence....
happiness might be d simplest thing tat we did almost everyday...
or sth tat will nid a lot of efforst in order to be achieved...
or nvr will it be achieved...

sum1 ask me b4..
what's d happiest thing in ur life?
an easy Q tat is so hard to be answered..
i got blank.... as i couldn't think of one..
or i shud say... i donno...
then.... only i notice tat...

tis is my happiest thing in my life...
where i find my happiness...
d moment tat i woke up n feel d breeze of d air...
where i noe tat it's a brand new day again....
n tat's d clue where i can still search for a better life....
n do d things i like...
n get things solved

it's as easy as tat...
happiness~
think of it...
n d revolutions for d coming 2007 too...
:D

may d one who read tis noe wat's ur happiness..
grab ur each n every single chance to do wat u like in tis 2006...
left no regret in it...
as happiness is alwz in d control of our strength...
it's within our control...
jz to take it or not..
sometimes... let go is also a kind of happiness... who noes...:P
so cherish d few days left in tis 2006...
as u'll nvr given a second chance to turn d clock back...
may god bless u..
jiayou jiayou

Life is so unpredictable

Life is so unpredictable…
Things never happen within our expectations…
No matter good or bad…
There’ll alwz b sth tat surprise us in any way… any kind…
U cant find d reason…
U cant find d solution…
It’s all in it….
Ur heart….
D feeling in ur heart….

D familiar feel….
as if u hv knew it for long…
but it’s jz another feel tat is similar…

ponder around… wonder around…
confusion….
Wat is it actually??\
Isit a symptom of luv??
Or it’s a feel tat hv been missed for long…
Or it’s a catchy feel tat woke up d lonely soul…
Or it’s jz nth….. jz nth….

D hardest thing to be guessed is nvr d hardest riddle in d world…
But d feeling of a human being…
One can nvr guess correctly wat is it in d heart till things happen…
Till then he or she will either relieve or regret on it…

N so… take it seriously…
No matter it’s a bitter feel or d sweetest feel tat u nvr hv it b4..
As it will bring u to either agony or brighten ur days…
Who noes…

life is so dramatic… It’s jz like a drama…one said…
we r d directors of our drama… I responded..
no… god is d director… we r jz d actor or actress for our drama… he opposed…
god is jz a guide… it’s jz like we r directing our own sail while god is d wind tat guide us thru…. I answered…

so what do u think??

hohoho... MERRY XMAS~~

hohoho...
merry merry Xmas...
wat a Xmas i had...
hehe
though without d accompaniment of my family members...
but i celebrated it with all my dearest "kai" family...
yeppee...
so happy...
so glad to hv them with me...
n thx for all tat sent sms or testimonials to me for d wishes...
arigato... hahahah....
luv u all....
may god bless u...
jiayou!!

yesterday...

today is another new day....
freezing cold day....
with a warm heart... hehe
frens one by one goin bek hometwn....
me?? stuck in cyberjaya... hehe

yesterday was d last day for on air lo...
few weeks of on air in tis sem...
i really learn a lot...
n thx for my partner helping me thru d on air session n collecting information...
n thx for giving me tat opportunity....

yesterday was d last day for me to be "little gal"
hehe..
gonna grow up lo...
hahaha... no longer being pampered, no longer manja lo..
but at least i hv that 40 days of memory mah...
it's more than enuf... :D

at least i feel relieved and relax now...
as things getting smoother..
one by one...
n i'm getting better in handling my messy life...
though i'm still piggy..
sleep till afternoon...
but will adjust again my whole life...
haha...
wont so duo luo...
n wont so tui fei anymore...
jiayou!

woke up from my agony

after some days of drowning in my life....
haha....
finally i manage to woke myself up...
whew.... this is not me...
hehe....

gain back d c0lours....
gain back d energy...
gain back d confidence...
yeah~~
may god bless me....
jiayou jiayou

d true me.... disappointed?

dazing... dreaming... sleeping...
other than that... i dunno wat i can do...
trying to hide myself from everyone...
but seems like it's impossible..
since avoiding it's nvr d best way to solve problem...

yet... when time get tough...
when someone get weaker...
they tend to do so...
n it's sth tat can nvr b denied...

wana share it out...
but dunno how to start it too...
i'm a coward actually...
a coward tat dare not face d frankest truth deep in my heart...

hiding at one corner...
lying to myself tat i can do it...
avoiding my sweetest mother's nag...
heading myself towards agony....
then blaming myself for doing nth....

wat has happened to me lately?
my mind is totally blank...
or in a mess??
i also couldn't find it out...
all i noe is...
helping others in need to solve their prob...
though i'm in agony...
ya... right@@
ppl find it funny... bet u feel it too...
but at least.. it makes me feel ease as ppl around me still living thru d obstacles..
n tat's wat i want..

but when can i solve my prob...?
though i'm delighted tat someone has made me smile at last...
someone has finally let me noe tat i'm nvr alone...
as there's alwz support n advice from them..
thx...
but still i'm d only one tat can pull myself out from tis..

i'm really grateful to hv u at tis time around...
at least i feel d comfort...
i feel d warm...
tat i'm nt facing tis prob alone...
cz i'm actually a timid gal... :(

??

sometimes i really dunno wat i shud do to please them...
not to say to please them actually...
just...
do the thing tat they nvr suspect...

i wonder y....
it's jz a news on going bek would be so hurt to me...
mayb it's bcz i emphasis too much on it...
n it makes me shatters my heart nw...

thinking bek home should b sth tat please them and please me too...
making everyone delighted as d gal tat nvr been home so long time
has finally spare out her time to be prepared to c the family....
yet...
when d news of heading bek home for Xmas was broke off jz nw...
doesn't seem to please them at all..
but being suspected on....

i feel pain in heart...
finding out tat i really dunno who i m...
n wat i shud do...
finding out tat tis is not wat i want...
i've been harsh in words jz nw...
as i'm being hurt by d words...
d words tat chase away all my desire n dreams to bek home...

blind vs mean

she...

she thot he'll dry her tears
when she's scared...
she thot that he'll comfort her tears
when she's worried...
she thot that he'll be the one who will nvr break d promises of wat she wants..
but all and all it's all lies...
he's a liar....

heart shatters...
tears splashes...
hope vanishes...

d cruelest fact which spoils her mood whole day...
is when she found out tat she's been stamped on d eyes...
nvr notice tat she's chosen d wrong fren...
keeping him as her dearest fren yet being fooled...

he noes wat she wants...
he noes wat she emphasis on....
he noes almost everything of her....
but still he did tat to her...

not tat she has nvr made confirmation...
again n again...
day n night... she find him to ask for d final answer...
does he really able to fulfill tat promise//
n without hesitation...
the answer from d guy is "YES"

n so it's proven again....
she's blind...
or shud we say tat he's mean...

nvr ever make promises where u can nvr fulfil..
making a promise is as easy as just utter out a statement...
but keeping it or breaking it will change d whole image of urs to the others...
so think of it...
if u cant do it...then dun simply say... "SURE"
nvr ever make promises where u can nvr fulfil

pain pain..

jz bek from McD...
finish my test at 930pm... wat a stupiak paper.. which makes myself such a fool ...
dunno wat i'm writing...
haih.... watever tat is done is being done...
wat can i do??

tml pms assignment due date pulak...
then lots more assignments coming up...
it's all cramp together... holly shit...
hw i wish i can hv a rest....
miss u my dear........ dream....

For a fren like u

dare not to face the reality??
don't worry... i'm here..
dare not to shout out wat is in ur mind??
don't worry... i wont force u...

what is it being ur fren??
is nt alwz be with u...
is nt only to laugh with u...
but whenever u r afraid, i'll b brave for u...
whenever u feel alone, i'm jz a phone call away...
whenever u fall, i'll catch u..
whenever u r sad, i'll do anything to make u glad...
i may not alwz noe wat to do or say...
cz i've my limit too..
but i'll help in anyway....

so...
despite the distance between us...
for a fren like u...
i'm willing to share the time i hv...
to not only touch ur heart...
but also ur soul...

jz alwz remember...
no matter wat happens...
i'm still here when every1 walks out from ur world...

ya... it's time

somehow...
tis is my own promises...
once it's being said out... it muz be done..

made up my mind and step out a step..
i noe it's silly but somehow tis is wat i've decided..
so i mz face it..

i've been searching for a comfort zone...
i remembered one senior told me b4 tat when one left his or her comfort zone..
one will lost.... i think tat's wat i m few days ago...

though my emotions is not tat stable yet...
i'll still collapse...
i'll still fed up...
i'll still hv a bit of regret...
but i'll be tough... tough enuf to do it all over again...

searching for the comfort zone of mine...
striving for the mission impossible... =)
trying watever tat i can.. watever tat i hv to stand up again...

thx for the phone call yesterday.. my fren...
it's not just a simple call...
i learn a lot from it...
i nvr regret sharing all d things with u...
i nvr regret spending bout 7 hours in tat call...
cz in tat 7 hours... i feel d care n luv from a fren...
n d moral support tat i'm alwz search for....
n tat's wat i can nvr find it these few days...
(n sorry to my roomie... =D thx for being so undestandng..)

to all...
dun worry...
i'm bek to me...
no more cctv...
no more dragging...
no more wasting...

welcome you... my dear...
u're bek... karen
n i blive.. u can do it

crap-ing~~

morning morning~~~
i woke up at 530am tis morning...

oh my....
it's been a long time i dint wake up so early ad..
hehe.... :P
n early in the morning got one msn msg from my long lost contact fren....
so happy~~!!!
as they are my frens in malacca tat time tat spent the time together to strive hard in SPAIN DANCE!!!
but..... it's all bcz of the busy routine work....
cant meet them up~~~ :(
n tis afternoon my bestfrens all come KL...
n once again cz of the hectic life...
aiyaya..... so sad... cant go meet them up...

aduhai....
miss them so much...
miss my malacca life when i busy practicing my dance though hv to wear tat stupiak high heel..
leg will very pain... but all d pain is worth it... cz i got to noe so many great frens at tat time..
miss my SAB life... though many unhappy thingy happened tat time...
but it's sweet n sour la... =D
no matter wat... they are still the one tat spend the secondary school time with me...
n they are still the one tat i'll miss...
miss Puan Norhuda, Puan Norasyikin, Puan Rashidah, Puan Fong...
hehe.... :P

kla... i oso dunno wat i'm writing.. hehe...
jz simply write.. cz wana waste my time:P
bek to reality lo~~

jiayou jiayou

standing in front of the mirror...
looking at the person inside the mirror..
it's exactly the same person that i'm familiar with..
but why i feel like i'm a stranger to it?
it's like even i myself also couldn't read her mind..

one hour of talk with the academic advisor...
two hours of talk with my dearest mummy...
three hours of lectures with two respective persons...

i'm sorry if i've been harsh to you in words..
i don't mean it..
i'm sorry if i've been disappointing you in actions...
i dont' mean it...
i'm sorry if i've been rude to you in manners..
i dont mean it....
i'm sorry if i've been rebellious to you in asking for help...
i don't mean it...

i've lost my mind...
never been so lost before...
and i dunno hw to take it...
and so... somehow... i'm avoiding to face the fact...
and that's why i've been doing things that i nvr did b4...

trying my best to stand up from the fall...
struggling hard to gain back the confidence from the foe...
no doubt, i'm very scared now...
tears flow dwn my cheeks all the time...
i'm getting weaker n weaker...
how i wish i can fight back the "me" that i used to be as soon as possible..
as i hate the "me" now...

time is all i need..
and i wish that i've the support and care from you...
but not the nag that i fear most...
don't worry... i'll do as wat u said...
it's not a big deal of falling down...
but most importantly... i want you to know that i noe wat i'm doing...

more than just a fren

She’s searched around the world from north to south and east to west..
Day and night, in search of a fren bcz she only wanted the best..
Tis fren of hers must be sincere n kind…
Tis fren of hers must nt be a guy…:P
But tis fren of hers must be happy and alwz hv her in his mind..
Someone who is happy and full of cheer..
Someone who noes hw to hv lots of fun and when time get rough… wont run…

She’s blessed tat she’s found tis fren…
He makes her life whole again when “he” turn her dwn…
He makes her noe tat life will not be so meaningful if she do nt change her mind..
He makes her appreciate all he did for her, when he picked her up, and said everything is going to be fine.
“I luv u my fren” she said…
N things are nvr be the same again..

“I truly cherish u… till suddenly I found out tat for wat u did… there’s a reason bhind it..
U r so special to me.. n u had make a difference in my life… or shud I say.. my whole world..
No matter hw often u talk or hw close u r to me… I jz wanted to ask u,” y u make tat decision?”
N for tat u lied to me…
My dam crack.. n so I burst …
I dun understand… I couldn’t understand…

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you…
With the accompaniment of the moon and the glittering stars,
Finally it gaves me the bravery to say tis out…
WHY?
U r so disappointing me… as u dare not to answer the Q face to face wit me…
However those who cannot change their mind cannot change anything…
At least… I got the answer in ur eyes..
The stupidest fool I m in ur eyes…”

But the stupidest fool found out tat she is really such a fool after she get to noe the fact…
The fact tat she actually not only treating him as a fren…
But more than wat she wana be..
But never what he wana her to be….
But she’s not clear… not clear of herself too…
N not clear of wat is in her mind…
But she couldn’t shout out wat she feels too…
For the sack of everyone…

Daring herself to really make up her mind?
Daring him to change the decision made in his mind?
Daring herself to figure out all the unwanted possibilities in his mind?
Or daring him to figure out all the unwanted possibilities in others’ mind?

A decision maker… a co-operative party of the decision maker…. A fren in need…. A heart in sin….
Things changed… without expecting…
But can she change too??????
Perhaps the answer is a NO…
Losing him will be her greatest regret and so…
choosing to avoid is wat she doing nw..
Choosing to keep a distance with him is wat she can think nw…
This is the rules of the game…
N she’ll follow the rules…
As she doesn’t wan to exceed the boundaries…
As she doesn’t wan to lose him…
And afraid of losing him

Her dearest fren in this world…

bet

these few days so cham... so cham ar...
feel sick... sick..
consult doctor ad... hv to eat those medicine... sob sob...
mama... i'm suffering... both mentally, physically....
haih haih haih....

luckily got frens to cheer me up... (jian dau shi tou bu... :P all the bets)
hehe....
n i oso very notty...
take all the bets.. kekekkee..
the latest one.?? yaya... a really big challenge.. OMG...
cant blive tat i actually accepted tat bet.. :P
here it comes....

歌手：古巨基 专辑：劲歌新曲金曲精选

(第一章:天大的爱)

爱你我管不了是祸未想过是为何能爱著你苦也未去躲

有著我便有著你真爱是永不死穿过喜和悲跨过生和死

see me fly,i'm singing in the sky
假使我算神话因你创更愉快

凭我彻底的勇气爱是最大权利不理场面不伟大我共你始终同游生死
还有哪一种结尾花光一切在乎你没有想过太多我只需要你

恋爱大过天想不想也日夜怀念连甜梦也不够甜
怎黱闪同学始终会遇见

(第二章:讲情)

shall we talk?shall we talk?就当重新手拖手去上学堂

我带著情意一丝丝凄怆许多说话都仍然未讲
纵隔别遥远怀念对方悲伤盼换上再会祈望

越问越伤心明明无馀地再过问明明知道衷心一吻会有更亲厚质感

我说过要你快乐让我担当失恋的主角改写了剧情无言地飘泊

我想哭你可不可以暂时别要睡陪著我像最初相识我当时未怕累
但如果但如果说下去或者

我有说话未曾讲你这刹那在何方
如何能连系上与你再相伴在旁如晨光

(第三章:日月星辰风雨潮)

太阳星晨即使变灰暗心中记忆一生照我心

我的爱如潮水爱如潮水将我向你推紧紧跟随
爱如潮水它将你我包围

冷冷雨没焦点因找不到你冷冷雨低泣彷佛要等你经过

答应我你从此不在深夜里徘徊不要轻易尝试放纵的滋味
你可知道这样会让我心碎

风继续吹不忍远离心里亦有泪不愿流泪望著你

各种空虚冷冷冷吹起吹起风里梦
过去的心火般灼热今天已变了冰冻

来又如风离又如风或世事通通不过是场梦
人在途中人在时空相识也许不过擦过梦中

就算你壮阔胸膛不敌天气两鬓斑白都可认得你

(第四章:两个人)

别离没有对错要走也解释不多现代说永远已经很傻
随著那一宵去火花以消逝不可能付出一生那黱多

也许相爱很难就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎黱办
要单恋都难受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还

darling i want you 你竟不知默默向风呆企去等心中戏子
曾无限次欲话我知却也停止

同是天涯沦落人在这伤心者通道上同行也许不必知道我是谁
无谓令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你令你

如何可以不爱他莫非生命只配有一个他

到了没法相处再去记他好处凭回忆制造这自欺的笑话

随时日在远飞难舍弃每次看见冷冬到访的你
那年冬天两心遇上没逃避

(第五章:浪情歌)

可以笑的话不会哭可相知的心那怕追逐
可惜每次遇上热爱没法使我感觉我终於遇上幸福

来忘掉错对来怀念过去曾共渡患难日子总有乐趣
不相信会绝望不感觉到踌躇在美梦里竞争每日拼命进取

世界将我包围誓死都一齐壮观得有如悬崖的婚礼
也许生於世上无重要作为仍有这种真爱会留低

(第六章:神爱世人)

祈求天地放过一双恋人怕发生的永远别发生
从来未顺利遇上好景降临如何能重拾信心

神啊救救我吧一把年纪了一个爱人都没有
孤独是可怜的如果没爱过人生是黑白的

僧人都不喜爱我神你不欢喜我迫我入了魔
爱侣几百万谁料我蠢得竟可重覆去犯错

(完结章:好心一早放开我)

吻下来豁出去这吻别似覆水再来也许要天上团聚

眼泪还是留给天抚慰你是前度何必听我吠

别再做情人做只猫做只狗不做情人做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬最终只会成为敌人

好心一早放开我好心一早放开我重头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过来年岁月那黱多为继续而继续没有好处还是我
若注定有一点苦楚不如自己亲手割破

谁得到过愿放手曾精彩过愿挽留
年年月月逝去越是觉得深爱你

Say U luv me

Song name: Say U Love me
Artist: Jason (Iron Bamboo) and Lara (nanquan mama)

Say that you love me Say that you care ～

Lara: 遇到对的人 是种缘分
Meeting the right person , is a kind of fate

我不得不承认 女生还是需要有分寸
I had to admit, girls do need some discretion

你需要去瞄准 你要的人
You need to aim (target) at the person you want

不再被动的等 送上嘴唇变成你的人
Do not wait passively. Send up your kiss and make him your man.


Jason:我认识一个女孩 她天真活泼可爱
I know a girl. She is naive, lovely and active.

在等待 有个人可以给她一身三千宠爱
And she's waiting for somebody to give her three thousand of love

不需要很有钱 不需要很帅
No need to be very rich nor very handsome

她脾气古怪 有时候包容有时候你必须忍耐
Her temper is weird and sometimes you need to forgive, sometimes you need to hold on.

为什么 她竟然爱上他
Why? She fell in love with him

她到底在 想什么
What's on her mind?

她是否忘了帅哥不能爱
Did she forget that she can not love a handsome boy?

是什么 让她乱了方寸
What has made her lost her mind?

不知道该做什么
I don't know what should I do

我想说这怎么可能
I want to say, How is it possible?

她舍得 舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
She's willing to give up her ego and liking

女追男的游戏 一点都不害臊
The game of girl making the first move, it's not embarassing at all.

一天到晚在他身边又吵又闹
From morning to night she is noisy beside him

只为了能够被他瞪一眼就好
Just to attract his attention

看她在这边 而他在那边
Seeing her at here and him at there

而她想被他捧在手心上面
And she wanted to be loved by him

而他装做视而不见 脑袋中却浮现
However, he pretends not to see her, but his head keep thinking...

眼前尽是她在微笑的画面
All the pictures of she smiling.

而她说
And she says...

Say that you love me Say that you care ～

(就是还是更要有缘分 遇到对的人 看他的脸孔)
(Fate is still very needed. Meeting the one and look at his face)

Say that you love me Say that you care ～

(在个都会的东方转身 变成你的人)
( Turning at the north of a city, becoming yours)

Jason:重头来过 要快乐不要难过 不要谎言要承诺
Starting over, preferring happiness than sorrow, preferring promise than lies

她和他的爱情是否懒惰
Has the love between them become lazy

就算有不安定的因素随时出没
Even if the unknown factor can appear anytime

她也能排除万难和他一起度过
She will overcome everything and be together with him

ok 这 慢慢倡动倡动 后外面顺风顺风 吹到的心中心中 尽是无限的感动
Ok. This will go slowly, the wind outside will blow inside the heart, and fill it with unlimited of flattering

他多次去注意她任何的一举一动 才发现自己早已不小心掉入其中
He occasionally noticed her move, and finally realize he has fall within

而他知道 我想是他知道 所有她的一切 他都知道
However he knew, I suppose he knew, everything about her.

他感到 他若知道倍高兴 心里早久想把她抱紧
He feels that if he know she will be happy, he wanted to hug her tight long ago

不管未来艰难筵隙太多 只管现在能够相爱再说
No matter how hard it is in future, what really matter is loving each other now.

将一起完成的事情太多 就怕时间不够 而她说
There are too many things that need to achieve together, fearing that time is not enough, and she says...

~~prank~~

歌曲：恶作剧
Song name: Prank (Practical Joke)

歌手：王蓝茵
Artist: Wang Lan Yin

专辑：恶作剧之吻原声带
Album: It started with a Kiss OST

我找不到很好的原因去阻挡这一切的亲密
I could not find a better reason to stop all these intimacy
"wo zhao bu dao hen hao de yuen yin qu zhu dang zhe yi qie de qing mi"

这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
The feeling is too special. I apologise that I could not explain.
"zhe gan jue tai qi yi wo bao qian bu neng shuo ming"

我相信这爱情的定义奇迹会发生也不一定
I believe the meaning of love, and miracle might happen
"wo xiang xin zhe ai qing de ding yi qi ji fa sheng ye bu yi ding"

风温柔得清晰也许飘来好消息
The comfortable and clear wind might bring good news.
"feng wen rou de qing xi ye xu piao lai hao xiao xi"


一切新鲜有点冒险
Everything is so fresh, it might contain some risk.
"yi qie xin xian you dian mao xian"

请告诉我怎么走到终点
Somebody tells me how to reach to finishing line.
"qing gao shu wo zhen me zou dao zhong dian"

没有人了解
Nobody understand.
"mei you ren liao jie"

没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
Nobody has the love that similar to me and the stranger.
"mei you ren xiang wo he me sheng ren de ai luen"


我想我会开始想念你
I think I will begin to miss you.
"wo xiang wo hui kai shi xiang lian ni"

可是我刚刚才遇见了你
But I just saw you.
"ke shi wo gang gang cai yu jian ni"


我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
I believe the meeting is a prank.
"wo huai yu zhe qi yu shi ge e zuo ju"

我想我已慢慢喜欢你
And I think I'm beginning to like you.
"wo xiang wo yi man man xi huan ni"

因为我拥有爱情的勇气
Because I have the courage to love.
"ying wei wo yong you ai qing de yong qi"

我任性投入你给的恶作剧
I sink myself in the prank you given me.
"wo ren xing tou ru ni gei de e zuo ju"

你给的恶作剧
The prank you given me.
"ni gei de e zuo ju"


我才发现你很耀眼
Now I realize you looked bright
"wo cai fa xian ni hen yao yan"

请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
Let me just take a second look at your eyes
"qing rang wo zai qiao qiao ni de xuang yan"

没有人了解
Nobody will understand.
"mei you ren liao jie"

没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
Nobody has the love that similar to me and the stranger.
"mei you ren xiang wo he me sheng ren de ai luan"

come nearer la... hahahha

歌曲：靠近一点点

Song title: Come near a little closer
Artist: Lara

默默在你的身後守候的我
I silently wait behind you
"Me me zai ni de sheng hou shou hu de wo"

多想看你不经意的笑容
Really want to see your accidental smile
"duo xiang kan ni bu jing yi de xiao rong"

或许我的心你不懂
May be you do not understand my heart
"huo xu wo de xin ni bu dong"

我会努力让你感动
I will try to flatter you
"wo hui nu li rang ni gan dong"


在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我
I'm the clumsy one in your eyes
"zai ni yan zhong duo me ben zuo de wo"

决不放弃追逐你的执著
I will not give up my will to follow you
"jue bu fang qi zhui zu ni de zhi zhuo"

只要你能再多些回应我
I just need you to give me some response
"zhi yao ni neng duo xie hui ying wo"

一个笑或点头全接受
I will accept a smile or a nod.
"yi ge xiao huo dian tou quan dou jie shou"

能不能再靠近一点点
Can I come near a little closer
"neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian"

大声说出你所有感觉
Confess my feeling to you loudly
"da sheng shuo chu ni suo you gan jue"

别再紧紧关在只有自己的世界
Don't shut yourself in your own world anymore
"bie zai jin jin guan zai zhi you zi ji de shi jie"

温暖太阳为你迎接
The warm sun welcomes you
"wen nuan tai yang wei ni ying jie"

能不能再靠近一点点
Can I come near a little closer
"neng bu neng kao jing yi dian dian"

能不能再勇敢一点点
Can I be braver a little bit
"neng bu neng zai yong gan yi dian dian"

就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
Even if I knew it's always a one way love
"jiu shuan rang wo zhi dao wo yong yuan zi shi dan luen"

我也会藏著感谢
I will still keep my gratitude
"wo ye hui chang zhe gan xie"

笑著和你说再见
Smilling to you and say goodbye.
"xiao zhe he ni shuo zai jian"

nice nice lyrics.... =)

江美琪-对你有感觉

我曾深刻体会
对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你
给我安慰


看你失落的脸
又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈


眼角的泪
它给过谁
伤透了心
也无所谓
我会愿意
静静地
陪在你身边


如果说爱
已不可为
那我宁愿
藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉


怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备
跨越爱的界线


怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退
被爱包围
谁犯规
都狼狈
谁能解围
让一切完美


怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我
拥抱瞬间
不后悔
这暧昧
星光唯美
把爱放心里面

there goes my 1st week of 2nd sem...

study study...
tis sem is a tough one for me...
long story... n i dun intend to share it..
sorry... but i jz dun wana be treated differently.. hope u all understan la..

tears drop ever since i step into tis 2nd sem... kind of sad rite?
yea... tat's y i cherish each n every second i spend in tis 2nd sem like i nvr do..
treasure each n everyone tat had left their footprints in my life...
enjoy my campus life jz like i alwz do...
luv my lecturers like i nvr did? ... hahahhaa....

bt one saddest thing is tat... i had chosen to gv up wat i luv most..
a hard decision to be made... a struggle tat is so hard to get rid of...
n in d end.. i decided to quit... ya....
it's being told tat jz for one semester... Nway... i wish it is....
but who noes...
hopefully la...

1st day of my 2nd sem....
wuhuhuhuhu... dimsum~!! yeppee... @@
syiok leh... hahahha... dint sleep tat day... make me blurer on tat day...
but kinf of a memorable start of my life...
hahahha...
jz a simple sms... then it changes my 1st day of 2nd sem...
morning dimsum... afternoon? hahah... tongshui... wow... really enjoy leh...
cool isn't it???... bt i'm being trained... dun simply learn from me yea... hahahah
tat nite chatted wit mynn for whole nite.. wow...
we shared lots of experiences n coomments... hehe...
i mz say tat... again... i really glad to hv her as my roommie... my dear dear pretty roomie..

2nd day of 2nd sem...
the cruel reality of giving up has been announced....
i'm being asked n asked n asked.. yea... cz ppl cant accept it too.. so do i..
then the movie screening.. nice show... luv on lushan mountain...
hahah... still remember ang said tat the lushan zhen mian mu... hahaha...
mana tahu really appear in tat movie.. made us laugh non stop..
oh yea.. 2nd day of 2nd sem... (DLD CLASS IS REALLY BORING... sob sob..)

3rd day of 2nd sem...
erhme... unevitable... DLD is not the only one tat is boring... PMS lagi teruk/. haha
aiks... so cham...
RMMU DAY meeting... Tshirts out... haha... we sang the theme song together...so happy..
long time dun hv tis feel liao.. the familiar yet long time dun hv the family feel in campus...
again... i hv to make decision... isit tat my life is all bout making decision?? aiks...
decisions made... but sadly.. it's too late... too late...
wat i wan is no longer mine... i can only blame myself for taking so much time thinking n decising... but still i'm grateful tat he trusted me so much.. thx...
but for myself... i blame myself... til i collapse tat nite...
thunderstorms... lightning... floods... volcano eruption... it's all wit me...
jz bcz i cannot accept the fact... silly me...

4th day of 2nd sem...
no longer an on-air DJ... no more slots... no more studio time...
tis thursday is no longer a busy day...
but still i enjoy my day... making myself become the cheerful gal again...
=D watch the movie screening... hmm... a story without an obvious ending... make me n ahyyi so confuse... haha... we looked at each other wit tat amuse face... :P

5th day of 2nd sem...
rain drops keep falling on my head.... haha... everyday raining.... sien la...
tis day... hmm... a busy day indeed....
morning gotta jaga booth... aiyo... friday jaga booth... sien kah...
but wat nice is... haha... finally i enter LIMKOKWING... oops....
haha... me n ang had our early lunch there...
wat a cool uni it is... so diff from mmu... feel myself so tiny when i enter tat world... :P
hmm... then whole afternoon is tat freezing cold library.. hehe...
nite?... yeah... can hold mic again.. =D
but a while nia la... haha.. cz no feebback... for the movie screening
tat nite... the movie really nice... me n shyyi nearly shed our tears... :P

6th day of 2nd sem...
sob sob... hv to wake up so early... cz got MUET.. aiks...
then rush to my sis's registration... aiyoyo.. kesian choonki.. hv to rush wit me...
but really really grateful for ur ride.. thx...
wat bout in the nite.?.. haha... sleep like a log.. haha.. but then kena frighten by tat stupiak nitemare.. ish ish... make me dare not sleep bek pulak...
luckily i hv great frens comforting... thx to all tat comfort me.. (wei jie... thx for protecting yea.. hehe.. hui ching.. thx for chatting wit me.. u really like big sister... ying.. thx for remembering tat bullied by 86 is more scarying.. haha.. oops... ang, chee wei, kai... thx for the jalan jalan.. kai gor.. thx for joining my "kai" family.. =D)

7th day of my 2nd sem??
haha...
who noes wat happen in the next second leh..
but surely will be nice la..
=D
there goes my 1st week of 2nd sem...
muacks...