Friday, July 14, 2006

~~still friends~~

宇 恒 - 依 然 是 朋 友
Yu Heng - Yi Ran Shi Peng You(Yu Heng - Still Friends)
情 人 节 的 前 一 天 , 他 离 开 你 身 边
Qing ren jie de qian yi tian / Ta li kai ni shen bian
(The day before Valentine's Day, he left you)

却 剩 下 你 到 至 今 的 想 念,
Que sheng xia ni dao zhi jin de xiang nian
(And you're still missing him today)

那 一 夜 我 陪 着 你 , 你 哭 了 一 整 夜
Na yi ye wo pei zhe ni / Ni ku le yi zheng ye
(That night I accompanied you, You cried for a whole night)

你 是 否 知 道 我 对 他 一 样 很 想 念
Ni shi fou zhi dao wo dui ta yi yang hen xiang nian
(Do you know that I'm missing him too)
直 到 有 一 天 我 和 他 碰 面
Zhi dao you yi tian / Wo he ta peng mian
(Till one day, I met him)

在 那 间 我 们 常 去 的 咖 啡 店
Zai na jian wo men chang qu de ka fei dian
(in the coffee shop that we always go)
才 知 道 有 些 感 受
Cai zhi dao you xie gan shou
(Then only I know, there're some feelings)

我 和 他 谁 都 不 曾 说 出
Wo he ta shui dou bu ceng shuo chu kou
(that neither I nor he has ever told)

我 们 之 间 隐 藏 了 什 么
Wo men zhi jian yin cang le shen me
(What is hidden between us?)

除 了 我 自 己 没 人 懂
Chu le wo zi ji mei ren dong
(No one but I know it)
可 是 你 , 你 怎 么 说
Ke shi ni / Ni zen me shuo
(But you, what do you think?)

你 知 道 后 是 不 是 从 此 避 开 我
(Will you leave me forever if you find out?)

哦 , 我 一 样 难 过
O... Wo yi yang nan guo
(Oh... I'm upset too)

多 希 望 我 们 不 曾 相 识 过
Duo xi wang wo men bu ceng xiang shi guo
(How I hope that we've never known each other)
才 知 道 有 些 感 受
Cai zhi dao you xie gan shou
(Then only I know, there're some feelings)

我 和 他 谁 都 不 曾 说 出
Wo he ta shui dou bu ceng shuo chu kou
(that neither I nor he has ever said out)

我 们 都 是 最 好 的 朋 友
Wo men dou shi zui hao de peng you
(We are best friends)

谁 会 有 勇 气 去 开
Shui hui you yong qi qu kai kou
(Who has the courage to say?)

不 在 乎 不 再 难 过
Bu zai hu / Bu zai nan guo
(I don't care and don't feel sad anymore)

我 们 还 有 好 大 好 大 的 借 口 喔~
Wo men hai you hao da hao da de jie kou
(We still have a big excuse)

故 事 的 最 后
Gu shi de zui hou
(At the end of the story)

我 们 都 不 曾 失 去 过 什 么
Wo men dou bu ceng shi qu guo shen me
(We didn't lose anything)

Saturday, May 06, 2006

life is short but beautiful.. what do u think??

exam coming soon~~ yet..i'm still ponder around others' blog to find interesting writings tat draw my attention...
i stopped at one particular blog... i was inspired by the piece below..
not only tat.. i was inspired by the comments too.. hehe...
n so.. i copy it into my blog.. n would like to share with my frens..
"All the things that has been said makes a lot of sense..each question has a lesson to be learnt.."
enjoy it... there may be other answers for them... =)

here u go..

The first question is “What is the nearest thing to us in this world?”
Some might say our parents, our teachers, our friends. All this may be the correct answer, but the bestanswer is the closet thing to us is Death. It is known that all living things will eventually die. And on the Day of Judgment, we will receive our blessing for our deeds. To those who are granted the passage to heaven,then that person is truly a devoted servant of God.
Life on earth is nothing but a distraction and a test of our devotion to God. So in a sense, although we are busy with work and other worldly things, do not forget God, for He is around us.
comment.. Death is the nearest but yet so far away.When a person have the most luckiest life of all, Deathis very near to him/her as he/she had no intention to be living out of his/her body. Bu Death for a person who is in debts, broken family, with a broken heart everything in this life seems so cruel and not a single air came to him/her lungs to fill up the empty tanks, DEATH indeed is faraway.
He will have to decide whether to suicide or to livewith it to be optimistic..but either way death is so far..if he dies no one will thank him no one will listen again why he dies…there remains onl criticism,rage,confusions,sadness and not one person will remember to listen why he dies..i said death is faraway because death is a chance for us to live again in another lifeform/space/non-existent..there are many legends and myths you can apply on which ever you believe in but still it’s another chance.but if he suicide, he will be judge, he will be punished and he have no chance to prove that he only chooses his path to die and no one is on his side..sometimes our own decisions are not meant to be our choice..

The second question is “What is the furthest thing from us in this world?”
Some might say China, the moon, the sun and the stars. Again these answers are correct, but the best answeris The Passing of Time.
We will never be able to turn back time no matter what thus we should make the bestof our days and we should not spend our days doing things which are not beneficial. I guess this is really true, that many of us do not use the time we have to the best of our abilities. I think we all should allocate time doing things that matters most, such as studying, working and completing whatever tasks that we have. Once the time is gone, it is no use asking for more time or to regret for not completing our tasks when we had the time.
however, i agree with another comment that ..it’s our past actions.what we did, we cannot undo, what we aid we cannot withdrawn.If you said the answer is time pass,then when we sleep, time too passes faster than anything we have used our time on..it’s not beneficial to sleep as it waste our time..yes it is our body condition which needs it but have you ever think of if we use that 6 hours of sleep in 1 year..well you elaborate it.
Actions leave a scar and some may not ever heal.permanent ink stamp on the lifeof a child, a person who have grown still carries it through all his life.
Even when he is engae with a new life, family,neighbourhood…it’s still there.we gave others chance and others gave us chance to right the wrongs but whatever or however hard you tried,some inks are permanent.That’s why it’s the furthest…


The third question is “What is the Biggest Thing in this World?”
Some answers are mountains, the earth and the sun. But the most accurate answer is our Lust. Humans have been given a heart but it is not used to gain knowledge, we are given eyes but it’s not used to witness the creations of God Almighty, we have ears but it is not used to hear God’s verses. In fact, we are like animals, if not more ignorant and careless, and for these people there is only one place, which is Hell.
Our carelessness and ignorant can be attributed to our lust. Therefore we should always control our lustso that it does not overwhelm us and also to avoid us being categorized as those who will suffer on the Judgement Day. So from today onwards, let’s make a stand not to give in to our lust easily and be misled.
again... here's another acceptable comment..
The biggest thing in life is our HEART.
we can forgive no matter how or what is it if we love someone.we can hold a crime of our love ones with our heart yet we still love them.
we human can even give the last penny in the pocket to our love ones and left ourself to starve.we might not be able to give them happinessbut we stll love them as we always will.
A mother will love her child even he is useless and only eats and sleeps no matter how many years or decades it has been.
A child will always lovehis/her parents even when after all what they have given is scar for all her life.
A lover is always calculating the terms and the gifts with their love ones but yet they still love them…
That’s why i said HEART is the biggest thing in life, it can hold the very truth of someone, hold lies and deceive, hold fears and bravery, hold love and hatred, hold happiness and sadness, it can even hold lust.

The fourth question is “What is the Heaviest burden in the world?”
The answer is not steel, elephants and mountains. The correct answer is Trust and Integrity. All of God's creations, be it the sky, earth and mountains have rejected the trust given to them and this responsibility now falls into the hands of humans, which is neither intelligent nor responsible. Today, we can see humans caught up in the rat race to be a leader without realizing their own strengths and weakness. Therefore many have failed to make good leaders, blinded by riches and their fantasies, therefore unable to distinguish the good from the bad resulting in the failure to uphold the burden of Trust placed on us. Try to imagine a world without trust. Try to imagine having friends but none of them can be trusted. How we do turn to in times of turbulence? That is why in my humble opinion, trust and being trustworthy is very important.

yet... another comment~~~ The heaviest burden in life is LOVE…when we love someone we will do everything no matter what it takes for our love ones willingly or unwillingly, but we still do it for them.Because we love them…we will kill for protection, steal for survival, race for pride, abandon richest of life for pure happiness of him/her.
Love is a burden, but you would said when love is a burden, it’s not love at all.
Do you abandon you kids when they burden you?Do you abandon your job when they burden you?Do you abandon your riches when they burden you like the creeps of death and robbers smirking at you?
NO you dont..because you love them,you love you kids, you love your job, you love your riches. Love is the heaviest afterall

The fifth question is “What is the Lightest (easiest) thing in the world?”
The lightest thing in life is our pride.. pride can make you fly upon the highest building. pride makes you forgot you are only human and that you have weight. Makes you think that you can fly and no one can stop you.
If we have pride we have wings because we have belief.
Because we already built in our hearts to think that we can do almost anything as we are proud and we never will look at the flowers aside the street. we will never look again how hard life was.. we tend to forget what is humble.

The sixth question is “What is the Sharpest Object in the World?”
The sword might be sharp, but the sharpest thing is our tongues and words we utter. Because of our words,someone might easily take offence and feel hurt be it our parents, our spouse and even our friends.
Be mindful of whatwe say and also not to hurt anyone with harsh words. All of us should be mindful of what we utter each day.We shouldn’t slander others, nor should we tell lies. our words are the sahrpest of all things. It can kill not life but a heart...

Life on earth is nothing but a distraction and a test to our devotion to God...
life is short but beautiful..
live it to the fullest...
=)

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Never Gone

in tis 3rd trimester of mine... many things happen...
both the good n bad ones...
flashback.... all vividly in my mind... the precious moments.. n the hardest time i hv gone thru....
gonna go to cyberjaya soon... in anotehr three weeks...
busying with my revision, i spare sum time to write tis blog... jz to voice out sum of my words tat hide in the deepest part of my heart...
sumtimes.. it's easier to say wat u feel in writing than saying it to sum1 in face...
however... sumtimes writing might let others more confused.. n then lead to misunderstanding...
anyway.. i choose writing as my option... n i choose serenity...
serenity is a feeling u gain once u hv silenced ur mind... tat's the only time when u can put urself in others' position...
no matter wat... tis is jz a simple blog for my friends b4 final exam..
i like a song very much... as it has meaningful lyrics tat touches my heart... tat describes wat i think... enjoy it... n these r for all of u....



Never Gone

I really miss you
There's something that I gotta say
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

Saturday, April 01, 2006

wanting to let go..

a sad thing about life is when u meet someone n fall in love, only to find out in the end tat it was never meant to be n tat u hv wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. if he isn't worth it now, he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.. let go....

this is part of an article tat draws my attention... a unique one...
jz would like to share with my fellow frens...

Thursday, March 30, 2006

my dear timbo...

this is a blog specially written for timbo... hehe... an adorable golden retrieval which is my eldest sister's puppy... miss her so much.. n so.. these r all about her... kekeke...










name : timbo
D.O.B. : 25th august 2005
owner : my family..
location : singapore..
favourite food : kraft cheese
favourite song : madagascar
favourite time : when her papa mama at home
undeniable... i dote her a lot... even my brother-in-law say tat i'm insane as i can play with her, take photos with her, even talk to her whole day.. i dun feel tired doing all those things... as ... she has the innocent look tat makes ppl care bout her... haha.. i'm crazy.. hehe
she's a frenly puppy.. hmm.. mayb bcz of her breed.. this breed is frenly in nature.. they rarely bark n hurt human.. n so.. it's good n harmless for children.. anyway.. sumtimes it's bcz of the size of it.. ppl might think tat they r fierce.. but they r nt...
however... timbo is a timid one.. whenever we bring her to botanical garden.. those foreigner would love to play wit her but she tends to get frighten by them.. it mayb bcz of her young age...as she's still a puppy at tat time..
this is the photo taken on my sister's birthday...
i've to admit tat she's quite a lazy one.. haha... she'll gv up easily in
playing games.. as she's not tat patient.. wahaha...
she's a water dog... she can swim well... even faster than us.. haha....so embarassing.. haha...
anyway.. she gets tired easily or.. i shud put it this way.. she's lazy... n then she'll cling on u.. n let u pull her back to the beach... n tat makes us get all the scars on our back or other parts of our body... haih...
terrible sleeping pose...
these are all the photos tat i captured when i was staying at my sister's hse in spore during the semester break.. i was to take care of her.. n play wit her... n the whole afternoon.. she jz keep on sleeping n sleeping.. jz like human baby.. it's truth.. even timbo drop teeth too... jz like babies... she also sleeps a lot like babies.. cries when papa mama went out to work jz like little kids.. as they unbear to apart with the parents.. they nid care n love.. they nid accompaniment...

i like this photo very much.. as from this photo, it links me to many different points of view... different perception of thinking..

i feel tat she's waiting for her papa mama to cum bek.. looking out at the corridor.. waiting for them to gv her care n love... jz like those old folks.. waiting for their children to cum bek n visit them in the old folks home...

i was sitting bhind her when i took this photo.. trying to think of those other puppies tat being abandoned... those orphans tat being left by the parents.. n those old folks tat being rejected by the children...

i feel sad.. n so.. when my 2nd sister asked me tat day whether i would like to be a volunteer in taking care of the abandoned puppies in kl... i strait away said yes....

i miss timbo... n m wondering hw big she is nw.. haha.. as each time i see her.. she's growing in fast speed.. wahhaa.. timbo.. i miss u...

Friday, March 17, 2006

homesick..


i jz finished my drama presentation.. n feel a bit dwn...

hmm.. kind of homesick.. n kind of tired.. mayb it's bcz of the hectic week... pack with assignments.. tests... drama... dance.... n lots more... suddenly feel tat i'm not as strong as wat i thought... obstacles in life must b faced with the strong spirit.. the strong will in overcoming watever difficulties... mayb... i'm still not qualified..

i miss my family..

flapping thru my old diary.. i realised tat i do change.. my character.. my maturity in handling problems.. n i'm no longer the little girl... little girl of tan family.. thru the photos.. i can sense tat though i noe.. i noe tat each n everyone in my big family treat me as a little girl of theirs..

drops of tears flow dwn my cheeks as i reminisced my old days in jalan duku... the small terrace house where consists of all my childhood memories.. the good n bad ones.. the sweet n bitter ones.. the happy n sad ones... n the one tat we shared in gugong's hse too.. yea... all n all r priceless.. n it all vividly stay in my mind till my last breath...


wat bout the jalan masria? hmm... the place where happy occasions took place at.. the wedding.. the birthday parties.. the open house parties... n lots more... adventures? yea... the monkey visit ... n the burglary... n this is the place where i had my ex-schoolmates gathering... n oso the place where the preparation for my events were done...

home.... home sweet home... a place where i belong... a place where i care...

though there r arguments.. quarrels.. disagreements... till the end.. we r still loving each other.. caring each other... and tat's wat ppl say... family...

no matter wat happen.. we r still together... thru thick n thin..

Rules of The House...
if u sleep on it.. make it up...
if u wear it.. hang it up..
if u drop it... pick it up...
if u eat out of it... wash it...
if u spill it... wipe it out...
if u turn it on.. turn it off...
if u open it.. close it..
if u move it.. put it back...
if u break it.. repair it..
if u empty it... fil it up...
if it rings... answer it...
if it howls.. feed it...
if it cries... love it...

Monday, March 13, 2006

organic love..


Organic Love

How to withdraw from a relationship
Love is a crime
There are divorces, affairs & abandonment
Love is so impure
Whose kiss has marked the lips
Who can still be perfect like a newborn baby
Who could shed innocent tears
Where can I find pure love
You don’t get hurt by loving more
Let the love in your heart be like a seed of a flower
Blossoming naturally
Where can I find pure love
You don’t get hurt by loving more
Just pour out your love naturally without holding back
There’s nothing to say between ex-lovers
Every break-up brings more misery
They even kiss before saying goodbye
It’s a false pity
But it’s only an act of hypocrisy
Wandering in this world, getting caught in the circle of love and hate
Staying pure in spite of all these
Perhaps the notion is too simplistic
Where can I find pure love
You don’t get hurt by loving more
Let the love in your heart be like a seed of a flower
Blossoming gloriously
Where can I find pure love
It’s sweet & harmless to be in love
With a heart that’s pure like an innocent child
As I live, this shall be my longing

Saturday, March 11, 2006

ideal lover..


Dressing up nicely, I looked at the watch anxiously

My heart was beating fast as the time approached
This is my first date with you

The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk
I’ve changed a new lipstick and set my hair
For you to see the goodness in me

I like the confidence you have when you walk
Your attentive look when you speak
Your gentle expression and your innocent smile
I believe I can never find a better person than you
How is your ideal lover in your heart? Will I be qualified?

I really wanna know what kind of girls can get your perfect marks
My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life
I wanna ask, my dear, when you prepare to enhance the relationship from friends to couple,
Can you please tell me your benchmark, so that I won’t wait in vain

I heard the sound of the footsteps of time
You nodded to me from the opposite street and walked towards me slowly
Everything was like a dream

Thursday, March 09, 2006

paintball~~

wahaha... it's cool... it's fun.... n it's painful...

hehe... only for a while la...

then there'll be a mark there.. to prove tat u r a hero..!!! hehe...
it's yong kang n me.... shooting the bottles....
FOR THE TOURNAMENT...

hmm.... i join the tournament... though girls normally dont join those extreme sports but i enjoy joining it.. mayb i'm an exception gua... anyway... curiosity plays the role la.. cz i'm curious as never tried it b4.. so gv it a try... n i will hv no regrets in the future.... cz i noe how's the feel of playing paintball... wahaha....
this is one of my teammates... taken b4 we start our war.. one to one... hehe...
thru this game, i noe more frens...
n it's an opportunity for me to train my alertness n stamina.... it's a good sport...
n hopefully under the consultation n training by the two big brothers.. our team can successfully bcum the mmu team!!!! n get into the asean champiaonship... wakakaka.....

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

PE 19,20

















celebrating hui ying's bday!! ~~~

aiya... too bad.. i only joined their throngs by coincidence.. as i accidentally met them at wing's cafe.. anyway... it's still an unforgetable memory... n this is the group photo of us...

being able to b in PE 20.. to me.. jz like wat i told mr. amlan.. i'm glad to b in PE 20.. n it can b said tat.. my happiest time of my student life is in PE 20.. n not to forget.. also b wit PE 19.. as PE19,20 hv been together for three trimester thru thick n thin..


from first trimester till nw... the time tat we had shared among PE 19,20 can nvr b erased from our mind... no matter it's the good or the bad ones.. let's join me in the memory lane of mine with PE19,20... in trimester 1...


still remember the barber shop??...

haha... wat lah... mama ask u to study.. u cum mmu to help ppl cut hair.. haih... wahhaha...

it's a rare experience to me... n i'm curious about... how cum these two ppl trust my skill..?? haha... anyway... i'm helping them to get their smart card... hehe... so.... this is one of the weird event tat happened in my life in first semester...

then.....

i found my son!!



i dun think others will blieve this.. so do i.. hehe.. this guy... alwiz wear the same colour of shirt wit me... no planning one yoh.. haih... even the handphone pouch, water bottle, n buddha string... haih... i wonder... n so... i take him as my son... hehe... n not long after i take him as my son.. i hv a daughter in law.. haha... son.. jia you oh... actually i've lots so call relatives in mmu la.. jie mei, brothers, daddy, ah gong, nephew n bla bla bla... they are all my best frens in mmu...



let's see... another unforgetable memory...

celebrating yk n manfred's bday... surprisingly.... i bought them a cake.. haha... that was the 1st time i bought cake to celebrate my frens' bday.... n so... hv to thx khim to fetch me to the shop to buy the cake lo.. hehe

hmm.... then the 3 good frens went to PD trip.... n one got his xing fu... haha.....






having fun yea... haha... of cz... as touring wit frens is another kind of feelings compare wit touring wit family members... bsides.. i went to planetorium, kuala selangor, n gunung ledang wit the girls in PE19 too...

tis is the one.... me wit PE19 girls... sushyan, leena n hui ying...

the trip to planetorium n kuala selangor to c the fireflies....

we r on the way to our destination...............

some hw... in the end of the 1st trimester...

i received a surprise frm jia xing.. our boss... haha....

the details of hw we bhave during lecture... enjoy it.. cz it's cool.. haha

so... wat's ur opinion???

hehe...

anyway... the memory lane.... for 1st trimester end here....

Saturday, February 18, 2006

"sth tat i wana share wit u"

Did u know??
--> did u noe tat when u envy sum1, it's bcz u really like tat person??
--> did u noe tat those who appear to b very strong in heart, r real weaklings n most succeptible??
--> did u noe tat those who spend their time protecting others r the ones tat need sum1 to protect them??
--> did u noe tat the 3 most diff things to say r: i love u, sorry n help me. the ppl who say these r tat actually nid them or really feel them, n r the ones u really nid to treasure, bcz they hv said them.
--> did u noe tat ppl who occupied themseves by keeping others company or helping others r the ones tat actually nid ur company n help??

--> did u noe tat those who dress in red r more confidence in themselves??
--> did u noe tat those who dress in yellow r those tat enjoy their beauty??
--> did u noe tat those who dress in black r those who want to b unnoticed n nid ur help n understanding??
--> did u noe tat when u help sum1, the help is returned in two folds??
--> did u noe tat those who nid more of u r those tat not mention it to u??
--> did u noe tat it's easier to say wat u feel in writting than saying it to sum1 in the face?? but did u noe tat it has more value when u say it in the face??
--> did u noe tat wat is most diff 4 u to say or do is much more value than anything tat is valuabvle tat u can buy wit money??
--> did u noe tat if u ask for sth in faith, ur wishes r granted??
--> did u noe tat u can make ur dreams cum true, like falling in love, bcuming rich, staying healthy, if u ask for it by faith, n if u really knew, u'd b surprised by wat u cud do...
--> but dun blieve everything i tell u until u try it 4 urself, if u noe sum1 tat is in nid of sth tat i mentioned of, n u noe tat u can help, u'll c tat it will b returned in two folds....

Friday, February 17, 2006

finally...

finally... end of d 2nd week of 3rd trimester... it's another hot n heating friday.. feel like as if in the stove.. today is the last day of trial shooting for paintball shooting.... got to noe many new frens frm tis event.. n definitely had learnt lots of things frm them... a memorable experience indeed...

since yesterday.. not feeling well... cum bek earlier frm the booth today oso bcz not feeling well lah... anyway... i'm glad got few ppl there to help them... so i can cum bek earlier to hv some rest.. hmm... jz had my first quiz today... applied maths.. haih... shud b ok gua.. hope so... cz when one's condition nt really good... everything went wrong too...

again.. not going bek muar this weekend.. of cz.. i miss them... not tat i'm heartless.. i do care for them.. but.. so near yet so far.. :[

okla... tired ored... i wish i'll hv a wonderful weekend in malacca!!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

life is unpredictable...

sth jz happened.. n i'm feeling very very dwn nw.. sum1 btray me.. sum1 i trust disappoint me.. i hate to accept the truth bt it has happened.. n nth can change this reality..

a big impact on me indeed... jz one statement.. one simple yet cruel statement tat cause my heart bleeding nw... my heart shattered.. shattered into pieces.. bt i wnt drop a single tear.. nt even one.. i hv trusted the wrong one.. n i wnt let history repeat itself..

i'm alwiz confuse.. treating every1 as if they were the most special n the most important guest for u...is this a right concept?? i hate to say tat this is a stupid concept tat i've obeyed for 18 years n this stupid concept had alwiz been reciprocated badly.. n tat's y i get hurt again n again...

nth makes me feel tired.. on duty at three booths in one short had only make me feel tired physically but nt mentality.. i feel tired in my heart nw cz i'm tired of convincing myself in blieving tat concept... i'm tired.. exhausted.. fed up...

cheers to 80's babies!!

this article is written by a Muar-ian.. n it's really an interesting article n i'm sure u'll give it a smile after u read it.. cheers to 80's babies(i'm a 80's baby!!).. hehe..


For your reading pleasure...some might be true.
Hope you will all enjoy reading it.
This might bring you back the old memory especially during those school days.....

Signs that you are a 80s' baby:
You grew up watching G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats,Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse.
Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs and Voltron too.

Girls watched Japanese cartoon like My Little Pony, "Xiao Tian Tian","Hua Xian Zi" etc.

You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in primary school afterrecess time.

You squatted by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brushed your teeth with a colourful mug.

Remember the days when the school nurse, comes with a list for the dentist appointment, the sound of the drilling when your friend has a fill in his tooth.

You remember the packets of milk we get in primary school to encourage us to drink more milk. (It is only cost 30 cent per pack)

In secondary school, girls go to the library to borrow their favourite romance storybook.

In secondary school, girls altered their school skirt to shorten it and guys will go to the school appointed school uniform tailor shop to tailor make their school trousers to the then fashionable "baggypants"!

During primary school days, the teacher will punish you using a ruler to hit your palm.

A bowl of noodles soup cost only 30cent in primary school days.

When you were in primary school, girls like to go to the bookshop to buy cute stuff such as animal erasers, various shape sharpeners,colourful notebook etc.

Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan departmental stores used to be a favourite hangout for families during weekends.

In secondary school days, you buy the Bata BM Turbo or Pallas Jazzschool shoes.
Some guys like to wear those china made ankle high shoes.
Some even like to wear those very thick socks with their schoolshoes.

Internet? E-mail? What the hell is that?

So you thought a decade or more ago, your friends don't have pagers or handphones in school.

CDs? What's that? Cassette tapes were the norm. Movie tickets used tocost less than $5 last time.

The goodies from Mama shop used to be Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum,UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls with toys in the box, colourfulhard "egg","cigerette" bubble gum, KIKI Bubble Gum, pink bottle of bubbles c/w asmall tubes with yellow sticks to blow "more lasting" bubbles thatyou can pop more air in or slam it on.

You never forget 'Ti Kam'.
When exams are over, the board games (e.g Monopoly,Donkey, Transportation Comparison Card) & held ! video games will beall over the class room.

Your favourite sound is the bell!
For it's the homemade ice cream man. The cream that tops Haagan Dazs!

And the other peddler you love is the old lady who sells juicy MuahChee and thick olden syrup rolled in a balloon the tip of a chopstickstick.

Another bell is the recess bell, a time to get away from school workand to eat.

Another time when there is no bell but all guys will anxiously waitfor it...The PJ (Pendidikan Jasmani), PE time (time for football)

Your favourite childhood games were playing "gu li"(marbles), fivestones, five bottle cover, zero-point, catching, "Pepsi-Cola one twothree" and/or "Police & Sentry"!

The best thirst quencher of all times is the yummy colourful icetubes you can buy from provision shops for only 10 cent. To eat them,break the tab and suckwhile holding the freezing tube!

All gals have a girl doll/strawberry shortcake/my little pony/poundpuppy,
while all boys have a soldiers figurine (combat) or a rubberband catapultthat shoots folded paper!

Once was the era whereby ice-cream sticks were valueable items, then came the paper aircrafts, chalk fights.

Some boys made their own guns from wood, and used 'Bacali' as thebullets.

Some even used matches to shoot and burn kids'lanterns duringMoonCake Festival.

And your favourite holiday was Lunar New Year! New clothes, Ang Pows,shopping, junk food and family outings!


Let's see, the majority of students in universities today were bornin 1987 / 88....
They are called "youth".

For them, they have never heard of the song "We are the World, we arethe Children..."
And the "Uptown Girl" they know is by 'West Life'but not 'Billy Joel'.

For them, there have always been only one Germany and only oneVietnam.
AIDS exists since they were born.
CD exists since they were born.

Michael Jackson is already whitened.

John Travolta is always round in shape and they can't imagine howthis fat guy could be a god of dance.

They believe that Spiderman and Incredible Hulk are just new films.

They can never imagine a black and white screen for a computer.

They never know what is Atari or 'Game & Watch'.

They can't believe a black and white television ever existed and theydon't even know how to switch on a TV without a remote control.

And they never understand how we can go out without a mobile phone when we were in university...


Let's check if we're getting old...

1. You understand what was written above and you smile.

2. Most of your secondary school friends are getting married.

3. You are always surprised to see small children playing comfortably with computer.

4. When you see teenagers with mobile phones, you shake your head.

5. You spend less and less time talking on phone with your friendsdaily.

6. When you meet your old friends from time to time, talking about the good old days, repeating again and again all funny stories you experienced together.

7. Lastly, having read this mail, you are thinking of forwarding itto some other old friends. You think they will like it too.....Hahaha!....

Yes! We are getting old too...........Brings back old memories huh?
Cheers to the 80s babies!!!

~~happy~~

happy birthday to u.. happy birthday to u.. happy birthday to sing yee.. happy birthday to u... :P

yesterday was sing yee's birthday.. age?? secret... haha.. as her hsemates, all of us sure hv sum surprise for her lah.. each of us came out with diff ideas to "lure" her back cz she's in the campus at tat time which is the night of 8th feb.. aiyo... the trick is/??? haha.. lie to her tat her roommate, chun yee lock her own keys in the room... then i suggested tat we put the cake on her desk so tat when she open the door for chun yee, she'll get a big surprise!! n indeed my idea works... she drop her tears cz she nvr thought tat we'll do tat..haha...

the other happy moment was tat.. finally 9 of us in this 03-10 unit b able to hv a family photo.. each time sure will left sum1 out.. however .. finally we hv our family photo nw!! yeah!!! n not only this.. finally i hv my photos wit 2 of my roommates.. haha.. all the photos we took last time were all using representative which were all our toys.. but not in person.. finally.. all of us were together on one big occasion in 03-10.. hehe..



above (from the left):

xuet li, chun yee, pauline, jia qi( my mummy), yi wen

below (from the left):

chui ai, k3 r3n, sing yee, ivy














n this is the photos of tenants in room 1
wit sing yee, the birthday girl..


from the left:
ivy, sing yee, xuetli, k3 r3n



i'm glad tat i hv chosen mmu as my school n i'm glad tat i'm living in this lovely 03-10 unit.. we had so many sweetest memories in here.. i still remember hw they take care of me when i'm sick; during tangyuan festival, they cook tangyuan for us cz we were havin exam n cannot bek to our hometwn to hv our mama homemade tangyuan; the days when we naming each room: room 1- monkey room; room 2-rabbit room; room 3- piggy room; room 4?? i prefer it to b nameless first.. as both of the girls in tat room are acting like our mummy.. hehe.. n i'm ored the daughter of jia qi..; n oso the day when we all taking photos in the midnight n all dress up in formal.. ahha.. n etc.....

we might hv misunderstanding sumtimes.. we might hv sum arguments sumtimes.. but.. i can feel the relationship btw all of us is tighten thru all these.. watever it is.. 03-10 has given me the feel of being at home.. n u all hv given me the feel of family..... thx for everything...

Thursday, February 09, 2006

no play, all study, makes k3 r3n a dull girl...

haih.... i hate ep connection.. the day b4 yest i wrote a super duper long blog... who noes... the stupid connection suddenly server dwn.. cant even open frenster... nvm.. i've the determination... all i hv to do is jz write another similar blog.. haha...

i only hv one hour lecture yesterday... yet i stayback in campus till 6++ pm again.. haih... anyway.. i learnt lots of things in my first week in 3rd trimester.. n oso get to noe many new frens in this trimester..

fiesta carnival
hmm... almost each day of the first week.. i'm promoting this.. n bcz of this event, i make more new frens, n learn more in organising events.. n bcz of this event.. i bcum the part time promoter in the hotlink booth.. yest i was given a hotlink T-shirt.. n ppl thot i'm the real hotlink promoter.. n i was asked to solve all sorts of Q tat i'm not familliar with which are those regarding hp, SIM card, GPRS n etc.. however.. i learnt a lot about maxis n hotlink after the one day job.. though there's no commission given cz we were helping us as they r our main sponsor..
paintball
an exciting game indeed.. thru this game, i hv a strong feel tat we mz fight for our right.. protect ourselves n nvr gv up... though i'm not an expert in this... i got to noe the malaysia champion of this game in person n i hv found myself two shifus to help me in this game.. hehe.. cz i'm going to b in the tournament.. yest was my first try.. i got 7 out of 10.. i think is very good as it's my first try... n i'll work hard to improve my skill... hehe... anyway.. it's really fun when u shoot.. can gv it a try yo...
many ppl ask me y i wana join so many activities.. is it i'm too free?? or wana b famous??? no la... i jz wana get to noe more frens n oso gain experiences.. n i'm enjoying myself in all these events.. though i've less time to rest cz whenever i go bek home, i hv to fully use the time left to do revision... yet i enjoy the process.. n i'd love to c the changes in me.. of cz to b a better one.. n so i nvr regret joining so many activities.. n "no play, all study makes k3 r3n a dull girl".. hahaha.. a new quote frm me.. hahahaha..

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

brand new semester!!

it's only the first day of 3rd trimester.. n i feel exhausted nw...
catch up with the lecture & also the changes in life as well as adding more sparks in my campus life@@... hehe.. of cz .. again.. i'm active in organising events..

i reached home at around 2pm on that hot n fine sunday... then tidying my dear room in EP.. when's the last time i step in this hse?? 16/1... yea.. the day when i had my last paper for 2nd trimester.. n then... i got sms from stan, my senior.. n with this i start my life as a student again after 2 weeks rest.. haha...

i went to CLC concourse after packing my things.. brainstorming... think n think .. hw to decorate our booth?? this is an important task n i'm grateful tat stan n his frens trusted me in decorating... i feel stressed.. however i did my best n finish it in time... thank god the result is not too bad.. n i'm thankful tat i've the other committees to help me complete this task...

then we went for YC session after the hard work.. if not mistaken it's around 1 sth am when we reach CD.. then chitchating session n makan.. haha.. hungry mah... n it's unbelievable tat we chatted for about two hours.. then only we went bek to our own hse... n wat leei n me afraid of is tat.. r we able to wake up so early next morning in order to attend our first lecture?? oh no... hahahaha... fortunately.. we able to wake ourselves up ..

then we had our first lecture.. chemistry... i'm interested in this course.. so i'm not really worried about it... on the other hand.. physics is wat i'm afraid of.. cz again... the syllable includes those vector... ar.... i hate tat...

anyway.. hopefully tat my physics lecturer make this lecture as interesting n as lively as possible.. sth funny happen today.. my physics lecturer ask me to pronounce his surname.. n if i pronounce it wrongly, he gonna knock my head with his marker.. LUCKILY... I PRONOUNCE IT CORRECTLY.. hahaaha...

till nw,.. i think these few nights i hv to go to campus quite often to help out my clubs' events... i pray tat i can pass this semester as smoothly as 2nd semester... n definitely i'll fully use my time n enjoy each n every second of my life in my dearest university... MMU