touch n go

it's been a long time since d last entry....
here's a fast one.....

tina's wedding ==> 11th orientation camp ==> 11th orientation night preparation ==> d missing kickboxing lesson ==> d missing YCS ==> d JB trip (money in nid) ==> d all time sick KAREN TAN ... :(

my life is in a mess.......
busy all time round......
got mama's call on 12sth am two days ago....
i was terrified when i heard her voice...... she sound so weak......
i was scared...... sth's wrong......
both of my parents were being admitted into pantai hospital at ayer keroh ......
my mind went blank.......
cz is both of them..... n nobody else is there to take care of them right now coz all d children are at outstation.....
seriously..... i'm feeling so worried n so down......
for not being able to be with them when they are so weak now......
i noe there's nth much i can do..... but stil...... d feeling of guilt....
i cudnt concentrate.......

yesterday nite tina, wei ming and me went to mlc n visit papa mama.....
their condition were not tat bad yesterday nite.....
but stil having dripping.....
looking a bit pale..... with swollen hand cz of d dripping.....
i can c d happiness on papa's face when he saw us there.....
everything shows on his face.....
i'm worried about his condition as he kept on requesting to discharge......
n oso bcz doctor found out tat his liver got sum problem...
which i cudnt get d chance to ask d doctor about d details......

as for mama......
her blood pressure n temperature has bek to normal.... thank god.....
but stil hv to b under observation......
i feel so pain when i saw d nurse poking d dripping for her......

but all these are d conditions for yesterday......
i jz called mama half an hour ago..... to check out on their condition.....
their condition worsen today...
both feeling so unwell..... :(

it's all bcz of tat stupid chikungunya virus......
it's a sudden break out virus in johore......
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chikungunya
i feel so lost nw.......
there's nth i can do...... bside callling them n ask how they are....