Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i'm just a simple gal

there's nth i can do~
i'm just a simple gal..
a gal with no strength to change d fact
a gal tat can only barely do anything to make her suffer less..

heart shatters when i c her lost so much weight...
my dam burst when i c her being tortured by d illness..
but there's nth i can do~
life is so fragile...

i had experienced d lost of sum1 tat i luv so much three years ago..
n it seems like it it jz only happened yest...
time flies...
i hate... hate d illness tat found d new target once again...
y grandma? y?

looking at her pale face... listening to her soft voice...
seeing her barely walk more than five steps then hv to sit down on d chair...
still trying her best to take care of her life partner - grandpa...
i c d bond tat is so strong between d two old folks..
n i'm touched...

d luv n care after almost 60 years of marriage... hw nice it is...
chatting with grandpa... trying to calm him dwn...
i can c d fear in his eyes... worry bout his dear wife...
care bout her condition... trying his almight to protect her from any harm...

but who will noe wat will happen then?
noone cud...
n it makes me feel tat... no matter hw much money we earn... hw great we achieved... end up we'll still get nth... if we do not hv d care n luv from d luv ones around us... our family... our frens...

i luv grandpa, grandma a lot...
they are d ones who take care of me so much when i was young....
they are d ones who i count on so much whenever i'm weak....
they are d ones who fetch me bek from school when gastric attacked me..
they are d ones who buy snacks n teatime for me when parents were not in...
they are d ones who share their oldtime stories with me when i've noone to talk to...
they are d ones who are so close to me....
bsides my parents, siblings n frens...

i'm just a simple gal..
just an ordinary gal...
tat i pray so hard... dear god plz bless my grandpa n grandma with health n happiness...
n tat's all i can do...
to hv nice chit chat session with them whenever i can....

cherish those around u~

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