it scares me jz nw

went to grandma's hse jz nw...
she looks so pale... jz like d piece of white paper..
it hurts me when looking at her lying at d sofa in pain...
but there's nth we can do...
nth we can do to ease her pain...
i can only sit at there... looking at her..
trying my best nt to let my tears drop dwn...
b a tough gal... b strong...
tat's d first time i c her suffering from tat agony of illenss...
cz b4 tat... when she's suffering.. i'm not in...
tis is d first time i noe hw d situation is...
it really scares me...
but... i'll overcome it.. i blive..
jiayou.....