timbo... my dear

timbo~ my dear....
i shed my tears jz nw... when i got ur mummy's reply.....
"already done. kant find la.." :(
hw i wish i can gv u a big hug nw...
m i too emotional?
i really feel so sad when i noe wendy n kahfook cudnt help u find a mtachy bf...
then end up... u hv to undergo d streilize operation...

my heart shatters.... i feel so sad... thinking tat no more baby timbo...
though i cudnt understan d reason bhind to do d operation so early..
or it mayb not early for vet's thinking..
but still.... i cudnt help myself not feeling sad... n dwn...
timbo.... :(

i really wish to c u having babies cz i noe tat for sure they'll be as cute as u...
as pretty as u...
but... fact is alwz so cruel to be accepted....
i'm sorry